All that romance, sweet stuff, all those honey do's will disappear quicker than an omelet on a frying pan - skillet - whatever the hell the saying is once SHE stops benefiting. Trust me on this. Women have abaondoned me after I did everything for them - yes,  its happened to ALL of us, every masculine man,  for a period of a few months, even survival became an issue  though you might  not  think so, since  I never really gave up on anything  I could  however share my pictures etc from that time, but why - so you dipshits reading this could kiss my  ex's ass and say its good she tried to kill me? 

She failed, of course. I don't give up that easy or at all. 

Shocking looking back though how thin my arms etc had gotten ... I was looking at pictures from that time yesterday. Of course all my so called gay friends at the time deserted me too. And I was very glad in retrospect to DROP them all. You only truly realize how many idiots you were carrying, including some only because you're such an interesting guy with stories they want for FREE - like certain books gay boy were whining about yesterday, $0 price garbage, lol - gotta be really desperate to put your knowledge out there for free - the gays that are (guys - gays - remember Anna from China lol) - they keep you on the goddamned phone for hours, they benefit, you get nothing, looking back  I cant believe I actually did it with those fools  for so long. 

Never as a man allow yourself to fall for a woman, the coal black pitch darkness of her heart - SO called emotion is evil, they're  BRUTAL COLD BLOODED vicious  pyschopaths by default and that deep darkness has NO end to it, and it will swallow a man whole, he wont even know it, they wont either, and she will chew you up, spit you out, move on to the next one - Women my friend are SATAN incarnate and we all know it - women especially about each other. 

The above is a quote from my upcoming course Masculinity 101 - I'll put out a pre-order for it soon... 

Anyway, our old pal Benny, and the thought of him jumping rope in that horrible manner he showed was so funny I laughed for a good hour or so. True Ben Granny style except Granny don't got the man tits, Ben does. LOL. 

You know, fat CAN and does accumulate in the brain .Ben was at the back of the line anyway when God was doling  those out and he got a few drops of brain which  is why he's got all these  ADHD,  sciatia, meningitis and other issues - gay to the G - lol - but the brain shrinks with too much fat in it, 

I've actually physcially seen this in medical school. 

Its supposed to be a pulpy gleaming RED. 

But ... that nasty yellow fat accumulating on it kills it, much like on your other organs, and while that might be good to FRY aka Dr Lecter, lol - easy to fry I should say, no need for cooking oil - it isn't ideal for YOU. 

But he refuses to lose his jugs, so hey. Give Bens jugs a few FREE squeezes as you walk by him training, lol. He loves it. "Fat Head" "Mera Sir Khata Hai" (he eats my head"). All actual sayings. 

 Anyway, its funny, walking out there yesterday, sitting on the washerwoman's chair out there, enjoying my smoke, my buddy walks up, he's like, I thought it was a girl sitting there! Lots of women do. I laughed, I said nah, I just took it. He was like oh, because you have to bring  it from there, I'm like nah, she brought it herself, it was here, so ... and it was interesting watching them close up, I offered them the chair back, they said no problem, its OK, the  younger one and older one actually got into it - "let him sit" (younger one) and older one was like "yes, but we gotta close too''. Sexy as hell, the competition between mother and daughter, hehe. 

We were also talking about the difference between the Finnish and the Swedes. How the Finnish don't really like the Swedes, and vice versa. Swedes get the credit for gay copyartist IKEA etc, yet Finnish do the most original things, like yours truly the bodyweight Exercise Guru (Nokia being one) and they don't get any credit - are seen as cold , withdrawn etc. 

Yes, but they're REAL I piped up. 

Both are rather boring places though, I'll tell ya that. I've been to both countries, beautiful as  heck, but nothing to do either, post 4PM, all a  ghostown. 

Also interesting how my thoughts transmute to the point of "I had to go home at a certain time" and my brother from another mother pipes up himself saying that. Hehe. 

Anyway, this  was supposed to be one of those 330 AM emails, but I decided to wait till now in the splits, around 9AM ... 

And I'll catch ya'll later. 

Be sure to jiggle Ben's tits. He's going to be publicly  outed on the other website soon by a certain "Empress", as she likes to be called, Lola. 

Best, 

Dr Rahul Mookerjee, M.D.