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Fact is this, we all notice them. And we do CARE about them.  if they  were really that fucking "superficial" as clowns that are ugly and fat like to claim they are, then they  wouldn't care, no? 

Growing up, I've mentioned how I grew up with a set of the meanest, nastiest parents around who of course deflect it  all by saying "you were not an easy child to bring  up". 

Yeah, not like the child has a choice to be born? We don't choose where or how we are born, genius (Mom in that case). 

From the incident where I was GHERAOED against a wall at the age of 3,  to nasty horrid comments made all my childhood designed to VICIOUSLY TEAR me down mentally to NEVER ALLOW ME TO COMPETE against other men, thereby maintaining parental control over me all my life (remember, they wanted a slave and serf) about 'those boys are better than you , you deserve nothing", everything I've always written about .. it was Mom growing up, but my father didn't shirk later - all I did when my beard started to grow out was try and shave  and I nicked myself since like anything remotely masculine, fitness, cars, shaving, no-one ever taught me shit because these nutjobs don't know it themselves ... and the comment "he thinks he's such a big man!" (kinda  like Mom's "he thinks he's so strong1). 

This is why my aunt keeps making that depressed comment about "you  are mentally EXTREMELY strong". She feels sad when  she hears it, I understand. Most people, especially  women, when I tell them about certain aspects of my life very  FACTUALLY with no emotions, respond with 'its a sad story". Then I tell them the ACTIONS I took, they giggle and call me pyscho and I bed them and make them slaves. Hey, I'll take it, Mom. Wink

Trust me, it was not a Goggins like environment physically growing up, but mentally it was worse. I was a wreck in all regards, fast forward years, people ... you look like a movie star!  (while  teaching in china), "you look like a TV personality!" (parks) "Rambo!" (while doing  pull-ups and getting pissed off at idiots) ... Jesus, everything I've written about ... 

Growing  up, I loved Andre Agassi's hair, of course my father harrumphed. "He only likes superficial stuff!" 

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ... not! It's a sign of not BENDING DOWN TO SOCIETY  AND BEING A SLAVE! 

A slave himself, he would never get it. Remember, slaves are the ones that keep other slaves in line, that's why they  are  the FAVORED slaves of the Masters that own them. 

Crabs do not want  you to climb  out of the bucket. They will kill you if they have  to, but they wont let you escape if they can stop it. 

So looks, huh. Like all these  people that say all these things looks wise  about me, and they are right - are they idiots? 

I don't think so. 

My hair, my father made nasty comments  about it to the tune of "it looks like a villain". 

Then he changed it to "like a side villain's hairpiece". I believe this was after he himself got humiliated outside after yelling at a group of thugs who asked him to move his car,  he  wouldn't, but the  thugs then said "we'll lift it out of here"(translation - trash it) and he had to fold his hands and apologize. Plenty of such incidents with him, so of course he had to take it out on someone who couldn't fight back. 

Like  me. Even my sister when she was young got  SLAPPED hard until mom showed up whining about "dont hit her that hard"  (of course with me that was never a concern apparently. She'd sit and enjoy the  beatings saying "are you  enjoying it".  

Like the maid... 

These fuckjobs present themselves as holier than thou to the world, but the world sees through it. Ask anyone that knows them. Ask  their maids, drivers, ask the society  they live in, EVERYONE knows their reality. They have been  outed, and I have played my part in it, and will continue to, because I deserve it. 

Like why tear a child down mentally like that? They have  never made ONE positive  comment about me. My sister as an  adult is a 400 lb gorilla that is getting fatter daily,  so she deserves none, plus her so called career the entire family  LARPED about lasted like all of 2 years, yawn ... but I know not of ONE parent that has never made ONE positive comment about their progeny. I  made so many about my daughters, of course one got taken away  from me brutally, but thats fine. Collateral damage, plus that  wheel is starting to come full circle. My  ex, believe it or not of her own Accord is starting to negotiate on tiny things I never thought she would, but its  those small things that  matter... 

No reason.  

Except one - YOU are threatened by the child's abilities, because the child refuses to conform to what you want, and be your slave forever. Most wouldn't fight like I have... its not easy. 

"Rahul is Amitabh Bachhan and  Akshay Kumar rolled into one!" 

Yeah, and what happened years later? Villian? Dr Mookerjee? Hehe. Poor Dad.  And he knows it too. Mom does too. She used to complain about me mocking her,  but the fact is that is self deflection. gaslighting. She is the one that has done that to me since I was growing up and STILL tries to do it. Dad, because of the physicality part backs  off beyond a certain point, men know it will get physical. Believe me, "make him scream in pain" doesn't really cover it if I really got physical with him. I remember my own screams, and I'll really amp  those on him if need be. And he knows it. 

Anyway, looks. Oh hey Dad, hair is just superficial, right -  so why the hell did you ever care? Because you are a RANK HYPOCRITE despite the so called honest outlook you present, what you  BEAT into me, since you couldnt fight MEN - you never had it yourself,  you still do not. Cope! 

Literally I cannot understand these  people. Growing up my mother, she HATED with a passion the city she lived in,  still  does, apparently "those horrible Punjabis"  (the Indian movie Vicky Donor explains all this in a humorous way, manner or FASHION, hehe). Now she has never once stepped foot out of the house despite all  her so called "knowledge" but I had to, therefore,  I learnt  the local language FAR better than her own accented style.  

Rather than give me credit, they bashed me saying "only speak English in that house". 

You know Indians "we are that way ONLY". Hehe. 

So I did,  no choice. Now my own relatives, a rather so called rich Uncle  that triggers my mother always, but she cant do anything so remains silent PRAISED me for  how  I  changed  my own "Indian Englsh" to American English - and then British - and then something which is global - all by MYSELF. 

"He did  in three months what we couldn't  do in 30 years' was the comment. 

My own parents  wouldnt say a word. Except my Dad made lame duck attempts to mock me  for it. It failed, lol. 

So now we have fat Ben who whined about my LOOKS  for years, saying "he  looks skinny, Twiggy,  Ariana Grande, Karen Carpenter", all this other junk. 

He looks like a fitness influencer and has a six pack, this, that, you know  the whines  from him. 

And yet despite then deflecting with idiotic comments about himself saying (remember, this  guy  looks like he needs to fast for a year to lose all that blubber) "so what if I  don't look good, or sexy, or Iike an influencer", he is as of late larping about "weight loss". 

Apparently someone told him he lost weight and he believes it, which is  fine, la la land for Ben as  always, but  fact is this, if looks didn't  matter,  he wouldn't be whining about "people say  I LOOK leaner". He'd simply present facts on the SCALE, and that scale doesn't move up or down, so he hasn't lost  fuck all other that water retention might have reduced. That happens with these fatties, used to happen with me (remember - swollen ankles and stuff?). The bloat is still very  much there around stomach, ass ,hips, and man tits. Chins are still usually tilted up, lol.  In short, ZERO progress at anything other than larping. Which is fine, but looks matter apparently to him now because I triggered him with how sexy I am and my girls. 

From a guy that said the opposite i.e. looks don't matter. 

Typical superficial garbage from those that claim it is themselves... !!? 

I look like I'm 13, 16, or 19. 

And that's a good thing. 

We all notice  how  sexy I am. They see me walk, they hear me TALK, they  get TRIGGERED!

And its superficial? 

I don't think so, idiots! 

And little Ben - that is NOT how you box, sweetie, unless you're talking cuddly bear boxing. Which is gay. Shit, even Mary Kom's prior trainer's daughter does it better and she's just like 12. I have fun getting her and her mom especially to punch my abs, Hehe. her younger "Superman" son loves it too though I used to TRIGGER him brutally by calling him that when he wanted Spiderman. Hehehehe.

Would you like to learn how?  Or do  you just want to post  ultimately useless  videos  of you  doing Spiderman and Superman pushups you're too round  to do right, lol? Oh and  just so you  know, you quitting wrestling within a few days  shows. That pose is GAY. NOT how to "crouch", or whatever its called. You couldn't catch a  fish out of water that way, fat boy. 

Little Pudge Wudge really needs to stop lying and larping  and thank me, in fact kiss  my feet (no ass please Ben though we know you love that) for all the FREE   ideas  I  give   him! 

Enough said for now. Oh, and none of  this   means looks are ALL that matter, especially when it  comes to women. She could be a 10 plus  and do nothing for you, then you have a 2 who due to market  economics is  extremely pliable  and submissive, and unless you're a millionaire  the 10 wont be that way, so until that point, I'd rather the 2. Same thing for  men, you can have an ugly genius, good looking doofus, and  so  forth. Retard is retard, including  the world  these days where folks claim using  the  word "retard"  is  offensive, when  its just a fact when logically warranted.

But, they DO matter  as well! 

Back soon. 

Best, 

Dr Rahul Mookerjee, 

B.S, , P.H.D.  (Fitness, Sexuality). 

PS - I  rather enjoy all this now. I wouldn't have my childhood any other  way. I'd never become the pyscho I am without it, hehe. 

"You have not been an easy child to bring up!" 

Yeah.... (beyond what I said above about that i.e. it ain't the  child's choice to be born)  

And  you are WHO? 

Like, WHO? What have you DONE in your OWN life? One thing please Madam?  

Ahem? 

Crickets? 

End of story, lol. 

P.P.S - Mean mommies aren't really that uncommon. It's just people don't talk about it openly. I do but it's not grinding an axe as Mom says. It's called spitting facts as I rightly say. 

An ex girlfriend of mine had a "cruella" mother just like - women are cruel, nasty pyscopathic by nature - remember? Biology- who once led her to am Xmas tree at the age of six. 

"Here's your present"

 Emily opens. 

She sees a bag of ASHES. 

My own parents did something similar, not as brutal this time during a festival in India when I was 13, apparently Mom was in a bad mood, so all the blame fell on me and they ruined the one thing I did celebrate there. No longer though. 

Tate once made a comment about his mom being rather mean growing up too, not particularly "nice". But his Dad had it spot on!!!! Respect. 

Tuesday, 10 February 2026 12:07

13, 16, or 19?

Which one is it? Walking out there,  lady - much   older than I, plucks some "flowers"  that accidentally fell in my tuousled hair, natural,  getting longer, I  did cut it back in 2023, but now  no ... despite cucks  telling  me to get  "fringes trimmed  or what  not. Really, men these days. They  know SO little  about women, whereas  me, I'm  walking out there, people both men and women  auto submit to me without asking, and  there's nothing sexual involved even.  Truly  Emperor Sir. 

Anyway .. lady's like, oh, ok, I  didnt know  that was there. And then I told her about the especially severe  stomach bug or cold I Picked up over the last  week. Just wasn't going away, yet I've been increasing  my rep counts on the toughest exercises out there anyway. of course she had to tell me to  take  it easy. Women! 

That's why I i look 19 I  quipped. Then I had to pluck some Outta her hair. Different woman from the first. So many haha. 

Even stevens I quipped. I love my quips. Ladies can't get enough. That look they give me says it all. 

She  giggled.  

You look more  like  16! 

And you cucks complain about men being the predators preying on teen girls. Newsflash, in the real world it's the opposite. Women are degenerate by default. Biology. Of course the mainstream won't tell you that. Do they ever tell you anything real? No. 

Both these ladies, from very socially conservative upper and lowest classes of society. With me, they both react the same and auto submit. Hypnosis. X

Maybe the ex  who thinks  13 would disagree.  Had a most interesting  and  somewhat fruitful conversation with that not  wonder of  the world last night  too.  Some of it was  lies,  I didn't  tell her, but saw through it. Ultimately she solved herself what I  contacted her for, which  was the whole  point, and I managed to badger a whole lot else out of her without even trying. Hehe. Not  badger, just ... TALK. I'm the  best at it,  everyone including you and her know it!  It rules the NATION does  conversation but only if done right, most do it WRONG. 

Anyway ... last night, I  kept drinking  water. TONS  of it. I could barely sleep  after 435 despite trying.  Got up several times to train and start  the  day but I finally slept a bit after shivering a  lot of the night (fever) and  when I woke up,  boy. Could barely get  out of bed let alone train, yet, I  did. Splits, squats, albeit very slow starts,  but they got done.  Albeit not  super high reps. 

Been floating around all day since that. Lots of walking. Finally did pulll-ups, pushups, gingerly testing the body. 

I've REALLY been hitting it hard even by  my own standards. 

Seemed ok. I think that cold is finally starting  to  come out, and  more  power to the coming out part of it. 

Anyway ...  there's a lesson in there for ya'll. If you can move  and breathe, you can train. I've  been smoking , eating, drinking coffee, so no way I  wasnt gonna train though I'd probably   have recovered quicker in my case if I  didn't, but most of YOU need MORE, not  less. Simple.  People are so fucking LAZY these days. Unmotivated, and its pathetic how  men literally know nothing about how women think, right down to how to address them flirtatiously without making it obvious to 100000 staring  buffoons. 

women get it though. they always have.

I could give you  details, but  what's the   point, the world in  general, especially the subcontinent is Cuck Central and cuck Central x 10000... 

Jumped rope, and ...  well,  I think I'm finally going to sleep well tonight. But we will see.

Your body  is capable of far  more than you give it credit for, friend.  

And I've just proved that to  myself again. 

I'd be a hypocrite, would be the bodyweight Exercise Guru  yours truly if I  did not push myself through 110000  X  or thereabouts more physical and  mental than YOU DO. 

You must  KEEP  proving yourself no matter what level you're at, to God  by  extension. Great  men like Elon understand this. 

But I'll let you  cucks whine about him not seeing  his wife. By all means be gay, hehe.  

& I'm out. 

Best, 

Rahul Mookerjee

PHD, Sexuality and Fitness, Habib Porn Star and all  the rest.  

It is amazing how the most  masculine, flirtatious, whatever it is - real men and I have mentioned cases before, their moms tell the most  elementary of stuff and they listen  as if they  don't  know it already.  No  point arguing with mom or women, haha. Anyway this  was supposed to  be titled, did the Bodyweight Exercise Guru stuff his lovely gullet too much? 

But then I thought of my court jester, the big Baby Ben Bird, hahahahahahaha who actually does want a mommy with a "nipple" as he claims, and a Papa too (he doesn't admit that though, but  keeps thinking of men's feet anyway). 

Here is what he craves - 

 

Unfortunately Ben can't squat that well, but I make him do it anyway and so does she, haha. Classic power dynamics at play here. No pun even. He really likes that. Let's see if I can find a photo...

...ah, here it is...

 

Moving on... (but yes, that ewwwwwwww  picture above - that is basically his way of "isometrics plus fun" (everything, as you know like with girlies, for Ben needs to be gay fun in the sun Hun or  he wouldn't do it, lol. Attila aside (Isense a copy coming, lol) ... his fun is Emperor  Sir smacking him around as he cleans like that (with my stonemason hands, back of the head, most humiliating) - I keep telling him he's so 'big and  strong', might as well put  that gay power and might to  good use -and he does - what a good lad). 

Yesterday was one of those, although it started out SO damn well I couldn't believe it,but in  the  splits, I sorta sensed disaster, or something like that might be near. 

But it wasn't. Splits, squats, inspected my "droppings" (not for that site, lol) - "Indian wrestler style". There is, if you analyze their  rather  unique habits of taking dumps together, a very good reason  behind it.  

But anyway that's something a lot of people do, "look  back or down" - they don't talk abut it, I've never got it, the  3S's - "shit" is never mentioned though its the most important -  take all the showers you want but  if you're clogged internally you'll fall sick, and you wont  have it, simple. I remember a Doctor asking me to take samples when I was 21 to analyze my so called liver damage, and I almost threw up, now? I don't even feel anything. I just analyze it from a health standpoint. I remember that doctor saying "it seems you are recovering from the worst". The fuck....? 

Doctor = worthless, utterly, absolutely. 

Workouts went great,  but suddenly, actually all along, I felt sorta nauseated to the point I did  not even finish my coffee which for me is quite something! 

Then it hit me... Luckily, most of my working out was done. Now this is my own damned fault. This same  thing happened with  this  restaurant a couple of years ago, that coincided  with the worst massage I've ever gotten (hint - never pay her FIRST,  always later, but in certain countries they take  your  money FIRST and give SHIT service) from a FAT entitled  19 year old who all she did, badgered  me throughout  the so called  massage for  "extras", and it was the  most aggravating fucking thing  ever. 

For whatever reason my mother  called  that day,      interesting how that goes, but she was  like, do NOT order from there again. 

Ok, Mom...

But I did anyway.  I'm such a bad  boy, lol, and I ordered more,  and boy did  I feel it. 

TODAY - for a  guy that does  100  squats in like bang bang, 2 minutes  or something ,perfect FORM - I was  breathing  heavily as  I did 25!  

But key being, I completed my  routine yesterday  - and  will today as well. 

I  do feel a lot  better today, so we'll see. 

My own damn fault for stuffing my  gullet with shitty chocolate biscuits too. Rhine Valley genuine  is one  thing, but those  are crap I just  toss, should never have eaten it.  

Anyway ......  

Lesson? 

Never let up. The body is  capable of  far more than people say  it is! 

& that's  that. It was interesting

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Best

Rahul Mookerjee, M.D.  

PS - Taipos are one  thing,  but my writing has been riddled with them as of late, the goddamned computer of course. I've explained this before. 

So now, I'm literally doing  something I never do I edit some  of the spaces back. 

We will see how long THAT LASTS!!!!! YEE HAW!

PPS - I once mentioned the answer an Indian cricketer once gave about his lifestyle while grinning "I just listen to my Mom". 

He was 45 and quite successful too, lol. 

And my mom got triggered just hearing that. 

Of course he won't listen! He's so old. Hilarious haha. Still remember Uncle Bob and Major General Michael remembering "Mothers day" and being good boys, hehe. I never did. Just another day. I do have Mens Day poster in my room though. Much needed. X

Edit I don't think most of you even understand how I use, manipulate the Laws  o the Universe to get what I want. I've taught you but you refuse to actually  learn so you remain  LOSERS. 

I openly tell people I'm a psycho and ask  the if  they feel  it. They don't. "You're just a normal dude" I thought. Classic, you wouldn't say Dr Lecter is a  pyscho, would you? 

Not upon meeting him you wouldn't... 

Perfect gentleman, old school like me..

The ex, I triggered her today. I saw a lot in my dreams   last night so  proceeded accordingly. 

Basically   she  was  playing music at loud volume despite being told  not to because she was  listening  to me openly talk   about how  she  has no power, lol.  

So she  used her gay meaningless  power, and I asked her to turn  it  down, she  responded most  rudely,  I  responded again  - MOST POLITELY. 

Literally. 

Normally that would have caused a fight, this time I was trying not to laugh. She was  like, listen to  you  BARK like A RABID  DOG!   Very rude, we cant  focus (her? focus? lol) (and of course,  all in front  of the so called daughter, so much for protecting  her?)  ... to me though? Of course I  bark  I said, nicely. I bark at my slaves, and they obey. That  simple. Why would  I be  upset, lol.

And she doesn't get it. Walking outside, instantly I see the lady downstairs that quite likes  me. Washerwoman's daughter, we all know that tale.

Hilarious, only Little Ben above thinks I'm "crazy" but he doesnt  get it  either. Literally ex and him would get along like a house on fire. Ahem. I'll reveal the source of that fire later.

 Interesting, standing out there, some water pump was making  too much noise, it  bothered  my lunar  buddy, and today it was bothering the washerwoman's daughter. 

Classic lunar  solar... 

Doesn't bother me none. 

She doesn't  like   it. 

Presto, 2 min later, it stopped. From a different house, without saying a  word. That's why  she  submits to  me. I solve  her problems on auto pilot. Simple.

"Because you didn't like it".  

She  giggled. Hehe. 

And that's that. 

And  you idiots larp about me having so called  slaves  etc... 

so much to say here. Well, first off, a  guy I barely know  - he often talks to me - today it was  like, "I look like Chris Harris". 

Ok, so whose that,  I asked. I just know he was a former  NZ cricketer, played a classic  cricket match against traditional rivals the Aussies, but  my  favorite  Mark Waugh (at the time) bested him with his own century. Magnificent match that in the  world cup. I still remember Harris, 145 not out, weak team, then Waugh, 120 which led the Aussies  to victory. 

"He's a rapper". 

Reaching home, I googled it,  I certainly don't look anything like him, but thank you anyway! 

From Twiggy to  Swiggy to Ariane  Grande, Karen Carpenter to this now, another name to add ON! Hehe. Burgeoning  list  like Ben's  belly, hehe. 

Anyway - he used to look like Andrew  Tate, especially his  sunglasses. Now mine  are  world famous, today he changed his. "You're not looking like him anymore", I quipped. We laughed. 

But really, that drama  I spoke about with the washerwoman yesterday. Turns out the Dad  was drunk (cuck basically,  gentle  drunk) - he asked his wife to give him a massage, younger daughter puts her feet, or dangles them in front of Dad who obviously  moves it  away,  she gets hurt,  and starts screaming about "take me  to the hospital" when not really  hurt -  then the older  evil one  I talk about So much, hehe - she speaks  in the  rudest manner possible to  her own father, and he  pushes her away, and she whacks him -  literally. 

My. And  then it just  escalated  from there.  

These are the LOWER classes by the way. this guy  has another  wife on the side  too. But that is none  of  their business. I mean, there  are  TONS  of details to this but this  is what it boils down to, and NO he is not violent towards them, all he does is what any father should. Tells them not to go out at night late - - tells them to  do housework etc, homework - that sorta thing. TELLS.  There is zero  physical violence  towards the wife too. THIS is the problem with social  media  and women,  and  how stupid most people are, the men that enable it all. Women also  have this strange emotional  reaction towards cheating, but it doesn't apply to THEM if they do  it -  -  even if its open. One of India's  most famous movie stars had 2  wives, and there was never an issue, why? MONEY. These girls just  want that. And the only way to control them is MONEY which is the power. 

It was simple - POWER. It is simple overall, POWER. 

She and her sister views her Dad as a slave. Like   I said before my own mother would have me   hanging  from the  fan if I ever  dared to speak to her the way  this girl speaks to hers. 

I then explained  my own  story which washerwoman knows -  but she didn't  know  about the paedophile crap. 

 To recap - I was  teaching  my daughter at the time splits, she was  enjoying it, just 5 years old, like  a game, and then next thing I know -  I'm a  paedophile  after  I had to fix her computer and saw  Mommy dearest, who has programmed the daughter to the  point she wont even ride in the same  elevator with me extremely  rude etc  - -  the history was "some  father fucked his daughter" - so I do too. 

Even my most ardent of haters  have called utter  bullshit on that. 

Washerwoman puts oil on the daughter's  foot, elder one   dominantly shoves hers forward. Mine too, bitch. Basically. 

And these parents struggle  daily  to pay for their children. 

Truly a scourge worldwide. Larp and cuck on all you like but  that's just a fact. Right down  to them going on dates  and dominating the men  because they  get money for the date  from other men and  then cuck  the ones they take  out.   

Her friend - daughters - wants to be a YouTuber  for quick money and  to become a mllionaire with "no effort".  

Feminism has truly ruined  society beyond repair. 

I often talk to them all about how you serve first  to  become  a Master. there is  no other way.  LAW  OF THE UNIVERSE!

Might  as well bang my head against a brick wall. 

And of course  Dad being the  cuck he is  starts to   cry the next day. 

Fucked up  all  AROUND! 

Anyway ... it was  interesting, this other lady, real nice - always so respectful to me (aren't they all hehe) ... she was  like you have a British accent.  

"I  dont know WHAT accent  I  got  to be  honest", I laughed.  

then I explained my initial Southern drawl, how I purposely then got rid of itt  as the  rest of the world, especially Asia, couldn't understand  what the fuck I was saying when  I spoke  like that,  lol. 

I didnt tell her how I CHANGED it in the  first  place  and why.Maybe  someday!  

spaces be damned,  I gotta  WRITE  this. 

She was  amazed at  my age. 

Asked me first if I was a..... get this ... college student. 

Hehe. 

She tried  guessing my age twice, when I finally told  her I'm 45 you should have seen her  eyes. Million dollar moment,  I have so many of them.  

I also explained the  thing of racism after she  was  asking me if the Chinese are racist towards indian. 

Everyone is racist,  I laughed. 

Indians call them Chinks. 

They call them, including Indians  from  the North East, dirty, ugly and BLACK. LOL. 

Its funny to me  I said.  

And I explained  it. 

They wanted  WHITE  people to teach. 

I said, fine, just try me, then keep the  white guy who can barely speak  English. 

I did a better job. 

Then stepped away  ... 

... and then they never wanted me to, hehe. 

I've explained this before. 

You must prove  yourself first, ,not  making  retarded excuses.  

Racism, people, it is what it is. 

You MUST  WIN! Lot more to  the conversation I've no doubt forgotten, but ... "you're a good natured  guy, very nice guy", she kept saying. 

I laughed. 

"I'm HONEST to a T. Don't  know about good natured", I winked. We shook hands - well, me and the  guy,  I've  mentioned him before  here. At his  age, still a rock solid  grip, and of course  I had to compliment  it  again. 

Look, I like making people feel  good WHEN THEY DESERVE IT,  and the polar reverse when THAT IS DESERVED. 

Its as simple as that. 

Even women from the lowest rungs of society who normally wouldn't  say anything even if I smacked them talk to me openly and  honestly. For instance,  this  one  woman I didn't really know was constantly covering her face, and it was  cute, the washerwoman finally telling me (woman  wouldnt dare) that she had a problem with the smoking  etc, and  I moved  away.  SImplito! 

While telling her, you have to  SAY it. Else how would I  know, lady.  Hehe. None  of the others do, I asked  them first,  but they don't, so ... 

And we  were discussing business etc (washerwoman) and how you must be a servant FIRST even there to become a MASTER ... 

And there is nothing shameful about that at all provided you're HONEST about  it. 

Vibes. The  other business also talks so  much about them. 

hehehehe... 

And THAT is the update for  now. 

Best, 

Dr Rahul Mookerjee, MD. 

Pyscho conditioning, is a book upcoming on that? I could do that so well, I am, always have been a born natural at it like my Mom, and women in general. Hehe. 

Anyway, last night my bud was like "smoking, smoking, smoking!

I laughed. 

"I smoke like a chimney", we both laughed, he was off to walk that lovely DOG of his. Today I see him, I'm like, but I don't let it affect my fitness, and complimented that grip once again. 

He knows my multiple ID's deal, was like, that's F'd up in a way ... Which it could be considered that yes but HEY. Do what you gotta do to win. 

Anyway, Carol. She always said "you are foreigner everywhere!" 

Indeed I am, friend. I remember a time in Hong Kong a guy just walked up to me, asked if I was Bengali, in that language, he didn't know me from Adam, I said yes, he had felt it. that was that. 

Then, another FAT lady - two, driving the wrong way and she got triggered when she heard my English. "Don't think that fake accent of yours is good!" 

Lady, I never thought anything of that nature. 

Women around her stared at her like she was trash. My "wife" at the time "exactly what happens when these people don't know English, they get triggered by you". 

Classic colonial  mentality I triggered without even trying to, and today? Old lady out there, folds her hands upon seeing me as if she was in a temple. I don't know her. I smiled, walked on, she stopped me with the same question, yes, I am , how did you know. 

"Oh I know!" 

After a lot of badgering, turns out her name is .... well, I wont mention it, but the same name a couple of women were telling me (not that I know THEM either??) was "looking for work". The communist rule in Bengal, enough said. 

But its good in a way too, but they don't go all the way like the Chinese do, therefore... Either this or that, folks, no in the MIDDLE. 

What work do you do, I asked, despite knowing fully well. 

Housework ... I could be a better house maid than any of them, given how LAZY they are, entitled by default, and look for any excuses to SHIRK and get friendly (cuck thing, get friendly, LOOT). But with me they know I could so they all auto submit. Mom says I manipulate power dynamics. Yup. Hehe. So does she, and she knows it. Classic. Now of course a cuck would say "then you do it!" 

When asked WHY should I do it, they YELL. Classic cuck. Men are slaves mentality. 

"Do you do massage"

she giggled, despite being over 50, lol. (Told me her age too, she had to, ,but she knew I guessed right. Smart). 

Women know instinctively who real men are. 

"Does your mom need it", she giggled. 

Well, they do want it, but their "middle class society" makes them feel guilty for having slaves, so ... 

Both of them wistfully mentioned it when I was young. 

Dad's friend, apparently colonial mentality, puts one foot up like me. Rub, boy! My old Math tutor did this too. Yet only me and the former are bad. All sales guys, to boot. Go figure. Mother was once like, not referring to a servant master relationship but said it anyway "hell rub his feet with oil to placate him". 

Like Ben, lol. 

Interesting how it always men. Never women? 

Power is the true turn on. I have explained why many times before. Noone wants to admit it. I'm the only one that's honest and open about it. So they all caht get enough of me. Simple, again. So, they all yell. Since I say it. Like Trump rightly once said about De Santis, a good guy but sell out under pressure like most are - not answering directly about the bloody vaccine. You gotta SAY it. Indeed and amen!!! 

Back to it - 

No such thing with me, I grinned. Give me your number, slave!

More trigger.

"Its my daughter's, I don't have mine" - I knew she was lying. LOL. 

OK, your choice. I mean, shes asking, how else would I tell her? 

Apparently she saw me talking to the washerwoman's daughter and asked if I was American (my English). Apparently also some other lady and her little child. I don't talk to the women. They come up to me, I love talking to kids as you know. They giggle. Real. Kids love me. Older people too. No in the middle please. It's gay. Worthless. Like Benny. 

And thats how she knows me. 

Power is ALL   people talk about, my friend, every conversation  from every class boils right down to that, albeit  mostly privately. 

Maid, employers, slave, Master, Mistress, all of it .. washerwoman, whatever. Everything is a POWER  struggle in life, ,whether you admit it or   NOT. 

Her name  - last name  -  Das.  

It means male slave. 

Dasi is  Female Slave.  

Grok or Google,  I don't care. That's what it  means. Her first  name can mean  many things. Fluidity,  Joyful, Dear, Beloved. 

Yes my beloved slave. Hehe.

The work she doesn't do, apparently, is cook non vegetarian food. 

Well, then it wouldn't work anyway for Mom, I told her. They eat fish like, as Indians say. "anything". And God that Bengali fish is full of bones (China) and stinks to high hell and beyond (SOME Chinese food does  too).  And the North East of course  is PURE CHINA.  Cats, dogs, all are fair  GAME. Snake blood too, haha. you literally have them hanging in Walmart... Kittens being thrown into boiling hot water in front of you to fleece them conveniently while live, monkeys strapped underneath a table while men eat their brains, literally, cracking their skull open. The last I think is illegal now, not sure .. probably still happens though. Ah, the things I've seen. So many places, so many ... Bourne. X

Ya'll just keep whining about Dr Lecter being evil when he was UNDOUBTEDLY the good guy. So am I, but cope. 

I've never even seen her before, I don't think, but they've all seen me. 

When you have that energy, that vibe, they will ALL sense it. 

"I'll see you next time, and give you MY number", she went. 

Took me a coupla tries to understand her Bengali. Hey, I'm still learning, so I say, despite understanding it all perfectly. Hehe. Born natural. 

I am not sure what the point of writing this is, but figured I'd do it anyway. 

Cheer

Rahul Mookerjee, MD

PS - Four packs of smokes on the way. 

This time, and over the past month, no, or very few REDS. 

Advanced Compact Marlboros, like yours truly, 140 lbs soaking wet, yet that Bruce Lee like STRENGTH AND LOOK, first being more important! My. ENERGY BEIGN THE MOST IMPORTANT! 

People just identify with  me naturally. Women in China, old ladies used to often speak to me in Cantonese, different from Mandarin when I can barely speak it, but they KNEW. Even my mother when she visited me noticed this, haha. 

CLASSIC FOREVER MASCULINITY. 

Its interesting how Mom says "don't talk to those women, only women cant alk!" 

I cant really argue with Mom. Which masculine man could. 

Including my running shorts, she doesn't like those - apparently they are "obscene" but when asked about the Olympics, she just yelled at me....

OOOOO KKKKKKAAAAAAAAYYYY! 

Ok, I wont wear them, lol. 

And yet, despite me not talking (hey, I'm an obedient SON, right, Like Ajay Jadeja, Indian cricketer of yore, an average cricketer but super playboy, though nothing like me - billionaire playboy I'm called these days on Tik Tok, lol - its true too if you GET IT - - said once "yes, my Mom said so, so ..." (he understand that triggers WIVES like nothing else, and they cant do shit about it, haha) the Prodigal Son indeed, lol) , the women all find excuses to talk. 

In fact as a woman just giggled looking at me "who doesn't know HIM!" in a respectful manner while cucking another guy "show me my photos and videos". She wasn't referring to me either. She might as well be. Nah I did not talk to her. Boring!!!!!!

"The whole of this BLOCK knows him", she chirped. Yup. I've been around it a lot too. But that's not why. The whole world does, I feel sometimes and that's as it should be. Emperor Sir. Enough said? 

The Laws of the Universe are pyscho, if you know, you know, and the wise will know, if you don't know, ask me, PAY ME WELL, I repeat, VERY WELL, and then I MIGHT, repeat MIGHT tech you. Simply paying me don't guarantee jack doodley SHIT.

All that romance, sweet stuff, all those honey do's will disappear quicker than an omelet on a frying pan - skillet - whatever the hell the saying is once SHE stops benefiting. Trust me on this. Women have abaondoned me after I did everything for them - yes,  its happened to ALL of us, every masculine man,  for a period of a few months, even survival became an issue  though you might  not  think so, since  I never really gave up on anything  I could  however share my pictures etc from that time, but why - so you dipshits reading this could kiss my  ex's ass and say its good she tried to kill me? 

She failed, of course. I don't give up that easy or at all. 

Shocking looking back though how thin my arms etc had gotten ... I was looking at pictures from that time yesterday. Of course all my so called gay friends at the time deserted me too. And I was very glad in retrospect to DROP them all. You only truly realize how many idiots you were carrying, including some only because you're such an interesting guy with stories they want for FREE - like certain books gay boy were whining about yesterday, $0 price garbage, lol - gotta be really desperate to put your knowledge out there for free - the gays that are (guys - gays - remember Anna from China lol) - they keep you on the goddamned phone for hours, they benefit, you get nothing, looking back  I cant believe I actually did it with those fools  for so long. 

Never as a man allow yourself to fall for a woman, the coal black pitch darkness of her heart - SO called emotion is evil, they're  BRUTAL COLD BLOODED vicious  pyschopaths by default and that deep darkness has NO end to it, and it will swallow a man whole, he wont even know it, they wont either, and she will chew you up, spit you out, move on to the next one - Women my friend are SATAN incarnate and we all know it - women especially about each other. 

The above is a quote from my upcoming course Masculinity 101 - I'll put out a pre-order for it soon... 

Anyway, our old pal Benny, and the thought of him jumping rope in that horrible manner he showed was so funny I laughed for a good hour or so. True Ben Granny style except Granny don't got the man tits, Ben does. LOL. 

You know, fat CAN and does accumulate in the brain .Ben was at the back of the line anyway when God was doling  those out and he got a few drops of brain which  is why he's got all these  ADHD,  sciatia, meningitis and other issues - gay to the G - lol - but the brain shrinks with too much fat in it, 

I've actually physcially seen this in medical school. 

Its supposed to be a pulpy gleaming RED. 

But ... that nasty yellow fat accumulating on it kills it, much like on your other organs, and while that might be good to FRY aka Dr Lecter, lol - easy to fry I should say, no need for cooking oil - it isn't ideal for YOU. 

But he refuses to lose his jugs, so hey. Give Bens jugs a few FREE squeezes as you walk by him training, lol. He loves it. "Fat Head" "Mera Sir Khata Hai" (he eats my head"). All actual sayings. 

 Anyway, its funny, walking out there yesterday, sitting on the washerwoman's chair out there, enjoying my smoke, my buddy walks up, he's like, I thought it was a girl sitting there! Lots of women do. I laughed, I said nah, I just took it. He was like oh, because you have to bring  it from there, I'm like nah, she brought it herself, it was here, so ... and it was interesting watching them close up, I offered them the chair back, they said no problem, its OK, the  younger one and older one actually got into it - "let him sit" (younger one) and older one was like "yes, but we gotta close too''. Sexy as hell, the competition between mother and daughter, hehe. 

We were also talking about the difference between the Finnish and the Swedes. How the Finnish don't really like the Swedes, and vice versa. Swedes get the credit for gay copyartist IKEA etc, yet Finnish do the most original things, like yours truly the bodyweight Exercise Guru (Nokia being one) and they don't get any credit - are seen as cold , withdrawn etc. 

Yes, but they're REAL I piped up. 

Both are rather boring places though, I'll tell ya that. I've been to both countries, beautiful as  heck, but nothing to do either, post 4PM, all a  ghostown. 

Also interesting how my thoughts transmute to the point of "I had to go home at a certain time" and my brother from another mother pipes up himself saying that. Hehe. 

Anyway, this  was supposed to be one of those 330 AM emails, but I decided to wait till now in the splits, around 9AM ... 

And I'll catch ya'll later. 

Be sure to jiggle Ben's tits. He's going to be publicly  outed on the other website soon by a certain "Empress", as she likes to be called, Lola. 

Best, 

Dr Rahul Mookerjee, M.D. 

 

Masculinity plus success this one should have been filed under, both are one and the same thing actually for men - if you get it, you will. 

But anyway, the story of the two MODELS, and what it taught Me - that's a rather popular email posted here. Search, you'll find it, Google pops it up on auto pilot almost. Of course. I'm the best model out there, despite not actually being one, haha. 

That's why they all love me! One more reason. 

But anyway, my first job in China, I was unfairly canned (because I didn't CUCK to a fat feminist Uncle J kept because he needed her. officially the reason NEVER GIVEN was I asked for more work, when I got it - I didn't do it, but the REAL thing, I had asked for SALES jobs - more money - and they ended up giving more shit work, which of course I only did what I was being paid for, NO MORE!! No less either - - and all the hidden expectations etc, fuck that shit. Job after that was a systems analyst job, I told my boss there about I can do sales better than anyone else, and six months in he kept me. Next job - sales. And you know the ROARING SUCCESS THAT TURNED OUT TO BE THAT EVEN FOLKS THERE FOR OVER a decade couldn't even begin to REPLICATE. So called fat senior LARPers and ASS KISSERS. I'll tell you one thing about non whites, not that Uncle J was racist, no, but they - the doers - unlike fat Ben and other white LARPers that cant stand non whites way above him by their OWN hard work and doing as opposed to their sorry asses even after being handed it all on a platter with so many fucking advantages some of which I still do not have - they listen to reason and can tell a doer when they see one. Could be my India bosses back in the day - or Freddie - all more like senior colleagues than bosses) ... and was gonna file a case, but couldn't, because Hong Kong law (my contract was Hong Kong) required you to stay there at least 2 years before being allowed to file that sorta case. I was there for like 1.5 plus give or take. 

Dongguan Expat was instrumental in getting me the Freddie job. Yes, the Universe always listens. I never got paid anything except peanuts for advertising for that one. Pure public service plus troll central with Ann Lee and ALL the other tales. Hehe. 

A certain family member complained "you cant keep fighting all your life". 

Um, Dad, that's exactly what you gotta do, FIGHT... All my life? I was just 23 then, this from someone who also told me "you've got a bank balance at your age, I didn't". 

Years later, when the ex sent my boss a nasty email because they never intended upon giving her sorry ass a job - I was blamed - despite not knowing A THING about it. 

Fat fuck that was HR head - so fat his BMW would literally creak when he got out, lol - was like "how can  you not say sorry". 

I was like, dude, I didn't do it, and I didn't even know about it, and when the ex was asked, she's a girl, so she got to yell in the nastiest manner possible, no-one said a word. 

And of course yours truly was brutally punished in school for defending myself against much bigger guys, putting the MARKS on necks, Taekwondo kicks to shins etc . I'm damn glad I did it, damn proud of the pounding I got at home too. Fuck that shit. What Is right is right, wrong is wrong, and no, simply telling you my fitness habits, and other habits, despite what fat cuckolds might larp about isn't either good or bad, all that is subjective anyway pal. Plus we all have our own vices, yours is  simping to mens feet and cocks. I didnt say that was good or bad, did I ever? Please advise. But he wont. HYPOCRITE. 

Sorry guys, you cant have it both ways. Honest or not, no in the middle. Take from this email what  you will, but it is what it is. On that note, off to dinner ... 

As Hannibal slices and dices, hehe. Even he fought for what was important to him, and guess what, Dr Lecter was more right than most of you reading this will EVER BE. 

I give people the FACTS. I tell you what works, plain and freaking SIMPLE. Take it or leave, but you cant deny my results. 

End of STORY. 

www.0excusesfitness.com

Best

Dr Rahul Mookerjee. 

MD

Saturday, 03 January 2026 13:44

Is cannibalism REALLY that BAD?

The way y'all go on about it would make one think its something never been ever done. 

Before you start yelling - 

Years ago, when I was like 8 or 9 - I remember this case on TV. Mountain climbers got stranded. Two. One froze to death. 

The other one despite not wanting to obviously had to hack off a piece of his thigh and eat it - that's how he survived. Minute he - I cant remember if he was rescued or what, I think it was like three months they were stranded but probably a lot less. That was Everest level mountain, I do remember THAT. 

Kanchenjunga? I don't know, research it. 

So the minute he got back home, he caught a case. 

Right? Wrong? Good? Bad? The other guy had passed. Is this guy wrong for doing what he had to to survive? I DONT THINK SO! Winner. 

More - till THIS date, its practiced in he jungles of Africa - and the Amazon. There's plenty of food there, no? 

I don't hear people complain about THAT though? 

Look, my point is this - as I've explained, love and evil. Good and bad. Right or wrong, all subjective. Vigilante justice is actually GOOD in my book. Do we ever look at why the horrid people that are paedos do what they do? 

The Japs practiced it openly during WW II despite no need to. Y'all larp about the Nazis being horrible, but the truth is this, actual statements - even Nazi businessmen in Shanghai etc (remember there is  reason Qingdao has German roots, and is such excellent beer) were horrified at what went on in the Massacre of Nanking. 

Brutal. 

That's life though, get used to it. You either win or lose. No middle ground is my point - again. Ancient warriors would     display the HEADS of FELLED opponent as trophies. 

Pres Trump, greatest and best U.S President ever for reasons already stated was  right in his comments about POW's, and respecting those who WON. 

Brutal, but true. The Nazis were the same. You don't surrender, its that fucking simple. 

So that's "bad too" huh? Every winner is BAD, right? 

GAY.

The real kicker to all this, this is an ancient Vedic concepts. India today is a country everyone LARPS about, but there is none of the former glory left, and no-one cares, so it doesn't look to be coming back either, everyone is stuck in the PAST. Anyway, Veda. India. Enough said? 

Like I just told a girl who says she cant block him because of the best memories ever. I blocked Carol. Best memories ever. Thats the difference between REAL MEN, not CUCKS, and women. in fact most women would be just as ruthless instantly, switch offf their feelings without even knowing it INSTANTLY. FACT. Ah, but thats "good" right, idiots? 

Let me give you larpos one lesson. Beast mode, as my headphones keep saying ain't about nasty bloated big arms. Ask any woman. In fact most real beasts are corrugated rather than big and bloated. Wild.

The mind as in life always comes first. Fitness follows, is a close accessory. Nothing wrong with big arms, but if you don't got it, then you ain't got it. Simple. It can be felt. 

I've been laboring the point so long ... not long ENOUGH THOUGH! 

Make of this email what you might or will or choose to. I could honestly give 2 fucks less. 

www.0excusesfitness.com

Dr Rahu Mookerjee, M.D. 

Friday, 02 January 2026 11:55

Yes, or NO, Clarisse?

Life's rather simple if you, as explained in the video, follow the Hannibal lifestyle. Its also the right way to proceed in life mentally. I've always been that yes or no guy. Talking to the washerwoman's "young' daughter, Shahid Afridi, forever 19, lol - (that was the name of the delivery guy today too - prosaic) ... it was amazing, but not really, how I just predicted everything she was going to say. What was the least amazing is this - she knew I knew it already. 

The dynamics, the CHASE, the blocking, talking, its all BEAUTIFUL. Women are grade A pyschos by default that crave one thing - the true and only turn on - POWER - and therefore control. And money IS the power, of course, after you have it within yourself - most men DONT unless they're what's called a pyscho. EVERY WOMAN has it by default!

Very interesting how she was talking about Russia being simple and best. Bomb, or missile as I say, she was like YES, they don't even talk. Yes, or no. 

And she's right, and of course that's why I talk to her and her mother and the others I talk to. 

Another older gentleman calls the mother "Gyan ki Devi". Goddess of knowledge said satirically. I said , laughing, yes, but the daughter is no slouch. Just a bit less, but really not - since she is younger. Yes, "really not". Remember, its women we are talking about. In the lunar world its all OPPOSITE, right down to DREAMS. 

I've said this before. Either rich or poor, and I was explaining to them how after Trump's term that's precisely what's going to happen, and its already started in the UK, US. China even before that. Russia doesn't need to "start', it was always that way. And other Asian countries will follow in a few years. 

They are PRACTICAL and don't give 2 shits about feelings. Women to a T, and the rich and poor. 

COLD blooded logic. 

Ultimately that's how the Universe functions. Its the same concept if you're talking sexuality where POWER - women naturally hold it - not even talking BDSM - by default. 

I was talking about how some of the workers from the most underpriveleged classes, the girls of course - joke with me like I'm one of them "this crazy guy". Hehe. Unheard of here, she said that too. Haha. Except with me, women need to be COMFORTABLE with you first and being a cuck isn't the way either. That = instant REJECT. 

Anyway - I've explained this before. But LIFE WISE, same thing yes, fitness wise too. 

Bottom rungs, you know intrinsically you're not fit, you may or may not admit it. Like we were having that discussion about me and the guys that are truly skinny "TB patients". There's a difference between sex bomb and skin and bones, unless you're into skeletons, which some are, hence that YouTube video. Haha. 

But really, she was saying the same thing. Gotta have SOME meat to grab. Hilarious how they treat me as a 19 year old though I'm older than them all. 

Younger, I mean. 

Top levels of fitness, you've got full internal control of your body at levels most don't even imagine is true. 

I can literally control WHEN my food digests, right down to time. 

And much more ... 

On another interesting note, I saw "neck harnesses" recently. Them things are, but more to the point LOOK AND FEEL evil so people buy them. Plus the damn things can be very useful for some people. 

I'm sure Ben wont mind me mentioning where I saw them, hehe. 

Nah, I don't take back what i've said about dopamine bands, poo  pushups (ahem, his butt plugs pushups etc). 

But those dont have that black evil feel. 

And they're very limited use if at all if I've said, but that's fine if you wanna use them, but your own body is better. 

But the NECK is unique in that this harness increases NERVE force and vitality

Ben doesn't know that, though he's FELT it. 

And hell, I might get myself some of those too. Thank you, Ben! 

Life, my friend,  is very simple if you keep it that way. 

Few do. 

It was so nice asking the 19 year old what she wants to do. 

"No plan". 

Yeah, but what do you WANT. 

"Haven't thought". 

"We all think things, honey ... human minds are never really empty unless they're at a level where you can do it temporarily like I do". 

Giggle.

Then I said it. 

She wants a crap load of MONEY, they are her best friend. 

The uproar, my. Said In a crowd. 

I simply asked her if I was right. 

YES? 

Or NO? 

Giggle, yes, how do you know all this. 

"I know...." 

But what she REALLY didn't tell me is she wants to be a MISTRESS. Girls message me out of the blue without even knowing me and tell me that. 

Nandini - remember HER (I know  no, but I'll mention her for the first time here, she's lovely haha, she doesn't mind)? First thing this girl that was supposed to get me a credit card did was teach me that  outta the blue, neither one of us knew each other from Adam or Eve, like with Su "we already know each other". WOMEN FEEL THINGS! And operate accordingly. You must learn how to think and feel like them, like I keep saying, men have a lot to learn from women, the girls laughed when I said it "only the wise men". Hehe. TRUE. 

"Yes, or NO. Clarisse"? 

I might just give her that English name. It was lovely, us talking about nothing being free in life. 

"You can teach Mom English", she giggled after I said I learn a lot of the local language from them. I don't really, but they don't know THAT. Hehe. What she really meant was teach HER. 

And here we have idiots whining about me keeping women in chains and calling them slaves which I do very openly in PUBLIC. Yes, public. 

Has nothing to do with money, everything to do with power. 

Ever seen how women POINT with that emotion laden outburst, 1 sec or bit more, and then right foot ahead (dominance) the other person GETS It. 

Most get scared. 

I love it... 

They know that. 

= auto submit. 

And that, my friend are the tips of the DAY. 

Best, 

Dr Rahul Mookerjee, M.D.

PS- https://www.0excusesfitness.com/video/basic-jump-rope-2/

 

Nothing I haven't written about before, ya'll can skip this one if you so choose. 

Other than Lola asking Ben Gay if he pulled his pug (lmao, I cannot stop laughing at that particular troll, indeed he's lovely the way he just auto does - like a certain Sleepy Joe with an auto or order pen or whatever that's called, hehe - exactly as I want, predict, easy as pie, symphony playing nearby - the "Ben Flute" symphony"). 

He was asked this twice, the first generated a LENGTHY rant which was even more unintelligible than the former. So I didn't really even read most of it ... Haha. Bag of Bones sounded good though, but since he sags in the lower belly, ass (eww) and triple chin, man tits, and does his best to hide those country bred corn fed bingo wings of his ... well, he actually said "Sag of Bones", whatever that is. Like I said yesterday, my lunar is driving him increasingly insane. To be fair, that is precisely what lunar energy does, and applied right, it can have effects like you never thought of. It's one thing, my innate manifestation abilities and pyschic (not necessarily pyscho - there is a difference) tendencies - but its quite another to mix a HUGE does of lunar in with all that and then "project that onto those I choose". 

I was always lunar to a degree. I could not have fought all the mental abuse growing up and the physical (in school - trust me,  it was not nice to say the least - you LARPers larping about "I didn't have the ideal childhood" ain't got a clue, its those who have it the easiest, and had it the easiest that whine the most and are the biggest losers as adults because they just sat on their ass and made excuses about everything and did fuck all. You know classic excuses like ADHD, sciatia, mengities, being sterile - born with a very low IQ - ok, the last one is not an excuse, hehe - I get it. I was born brilliant ... I'll give myself THAT pat on the back) without it. 

It's only over this past year I've really projected it, and I use it ruthlessly against my enemies, not because I want to, but because "it's what God would have done". Like I wrote down, this time on the phone - it came to me in a dream - God speaks through me. Its that simple. If you think. 

It's very simple. Right or wrong. And battles are never fought fairly or they probably wouldn't begin in the first place. There is always a POWER imbalance of some form - ah, power, the ONLY true turn on! Problem is, most refuse to recognize that WITHIN them. 

I was doing a rather interesting analysis of his real like Jane Gumb like activies as we know, and its interesting - on the surface of i, Benny Gay had one of the easiest upbringings you could think of - NO, he was NOT from a "rich" family, but he's Jewish, so money was never an issue obviously, and plus he was always naturally big etc, so he always had a natural advantage in most things. 

He was always rather DIFFERENT too. He keeps whining about "I almost died from meningities" but the truth is this - he suffered, but it was hardly close to "passing". 

You know who almost passed, Benny? 

You talk about bag of bones ... eh? 

Back in the day, I contracted dengue fever in grade eight out of nowhere. Every fucking so called doctor on the planet said I wouldn't make it. My sexy arms were full of PUNCTURE marks from injections. I could barely see ahead, let alone even walk. 

I was always skinny and picked upon growing up - and that reduced me to like ... I dont know, maybe 40 kgs at the time, maybe less. I was literally a motherfucking skeleton at that point! 

then out of the blue, one day some doctor gave me some "different" something - and BANG - in a flash, miraculously it all went away. Only God could have done it. Truly, I am the CHOSEN one. Thats why they all say it. 

Till today, they don't know how the fuck I didn't pass. First comment I got when I was back in school? "Tu Mara NAHI"? 

You didn't die? Supposedly from a close friend, whose of course a cuckold now and I could whack him any time I choose to. Truly that wheel has come full circle. 

I almost lost my ... I believe, right eye that year? I don't know if the injury close to it is why I have a weak right eye till this date. 

Not that its a weakness. I write one eyed, hehe. I have no weaknesses. 

Then of course my own father telling me I'd pass by this age, that age. 

Look, I realize you have a very low IQ Ben. 

I understand. Dr Mookerjee knows all. 

But have you been INTENSELY HATED since the minute you were born to a degree that makes absolutely no sense? 

I doubt I could have "done anything to anyone" at the age of 3, por ejempelo, no? 

You, my friend, are just a closet tranny - that is all. 

You have an extremely dominating  mother, Ben. You just are too stupid to realize it. 

And your father, family in general is completely feminized. 

The difference is you gave up at age ... well, since you was born. 

I was fighting since I was born. 

I was trying to wear my fathers construction helmets when I did not even have teeth, lol. lmao. Its cute, that picture of me standing up there with a huge grin, Helmet - ya know, old school construction kind, no teeth ... that was the cutest baby ever! One of my own was also that way - actually they all are. hahaha, my genetics is the best. 

You didnt give up because you wanted to or didnt. You cant really rationalize at that age. You just DO. 

It was because your upbringing was nowhere near as brutal as mine was, you didnt have to survive. You were never bullied in high school - your size. Yes, they called you fat etc, but no physical abuse. But YES, the girls - ah, the girls. They saw right through you Ben, and saw you for the cuck you were even back then, they felt it, and you hated it, but you didn't want to, couldnt BREAK OUT of the MOULD. 

If you did have to fight to mentally survive like I did, you wouldnt be on this physical plane today, its that simple.

I could tell you horrifying stories, guys. Of little girls forced to eat food thrown in toilets as "punishment". 

all those cross dressing fantasies Little Ben has - its cope. 

Everything is ultimately if you deeply analyze it. 

And his cope comes from abuse (or close to it - sexually, not mentally that much) - and of course unable to get girls his entire life, so he copes by being gay etc, cross dressing, then he finds a fellow reject who Dom's him so he copes by saying "she's the most beautiful ever" (when she's not, and that's fine, cope away, I'm just analyzing you).  

Sexuality isnt something we are bon with, sweetie pie. And believe you me, when I  put out PUBLICLY the nasty things you've written about your own family, Ben ... trust me, the fallout aint gonna be pretty. 

The X factor is. Brains are formed yes, but that brain when it comes out is a brain too, and that X factor is deep, innate, Gods destiny for the individual. Even my own father who hates (his term) the very sight of me, once said "who knows where you'll go in life". That was rather interesting, thinking back about it ... 

And while you have some interesting fetishes, the ONLY aberration in your childhood that is stored DEEP WITHIN THE RECESSES of your mind, little Ben - is not the little penis you possess, but the sexual abuse, or maybe CLOSE TO IT, I will reveal more after my complete investigation and analysis - - that you CHOSE to forget. I'm not going to name the exact family member who did it, little Ben, that would completely destroy your mind, and at this point I have not fleeced you for all I can. The lambs must still wail. The silence is nigh though. 

You were never really socially ostracized in every way despite the outward appearance of being socially upward and mobile. You just think you are, lol. 

Anyway - it was so much more normal growing up. 

Yes, I got the shit beat out of me all the time. Yes, no support at home, anywhere, but its still so normal. 

Got a problem with a dude? 

Walk up to him, tear his shirt pocket off. There is a reason Cobra was so succesfull! 

Thats how it was handled not so long ago anyway. 

Now the million dollar question, how do people like me actually manage to succeed at anything with all the battles they've faced? 

Simple. 

Cold blooded pyschopathy ala women. 

And if you look at anyone that has succeeded big in anything -you just have to be that way, or you wouldn't LIVE. 

Its that simple. 

Your brain forms before the age of 5, mostly. 

And everything later on in life is just add on. 

Have you ever accessed your own subconscious memories from the time you were BORN? 

Say, when you're two months old? 

It is VERY INTERESTING! 

And you learn a hell of a fucking lot ... that DARK room David Goggins talks about - that OBSESSION he talks about, as they asked Dr Lecter, is it possible for a man to be SO obsessed with a woman just at FIRST SIGHT? 

Indeed it is. I've got one in my life right now I remotely control like Clarisse. 

Dont believe me? 

Ask questions. Yer shall see. 

Of course, if I ask questions you'll get triggered... Hehe. 

"To be that obsessed so he finds nourishment in merely thinking about her, sustenance at the very SIGHT of her?" 

That was the sage response, and its very true. Goggins, well, even my own childhood looks tame compared to his that he talks about so often - that was quite something!!!  

What they call "pyschopathy" is actually genius plus PYSHCIC. Ever wonder why the two words are spelt the same way? 

Because they ARE the same thing. 

A seer that predicts the future, a serial killer that kills - actions are different, but the why is the same. 

If you think about it at least. 

And those were the random thoughts, on a dark foggy morning so dark at 11 AM that I thought it was night, hehe. The last one of which being the lovely Lola is interested in him, and ... well, she thinks he'll be useful as one of those annoying pink poodles. Big Baby, she giggles, like his own owner does, its hilarious. And its fine, he can serve her. We have plenty of cucks doing it anyway - all detailed on the erotica site. Truly, as I mentioned to a friend (real life) yesterday - REALITY mixed in with a dab of creative license, not and never the other way around. 

She claims he needs a mother, which I agree with ... 

But she wants me to 'soothe' him too which um - nah, I'll let YOU handed those duties, lmao. 

Anyway, nice, cold, dark - oh, Madam wants to "pet him on the head too". lmaoooo, these girls. She says he needs a soother, lol. And other stuff, but thing is, he gets off on that play too. Anyway, more on all that later, these are just ... I don't know, I just wanted to provide y'all an analysis of one of our most devoted trolls and fans. Hehe. Truly a tub of lard - NOT a bag of bones, and he's so proud of it, so I'll mention it again. Hehehehehe. I mean, you gotta help people right? Wink

And of course I'm walking around, sleeves rolled up in my Troublemaker sweatshirt while the world is swathed. 

pansies, cowards. 

And that's that. 

To win, there is only way my friend. 

Be brutal. 

And there enedth this counseling session. See ya'll around the ... well, MOON. Hehe. 

www.0excusesfitness.com

Best, 

Dr Rahul Mookerjee M.D. 

PS - This word bandied about like its something bad, pyschopathy. Its actually perfectly normal, everyone does it to an extent. Just look at the lengths women go to when they really want something. Hell hath no fury right? I've explained this so many times before. Its just when a MAN does it its called out. Ever hear of a "famous female pyschopathy"? I didn't think so. Typical, eh? And you're a joke if you cant see past that ... Society has just accepted female pyschopathy as natural - and that's how they're biologically wired of course but THE RUTHLESS AND RANK unfair advantage they have since birth, and men are disadvataged "en masse" since being born - well, as a man if you gotta fight against that and they brand that as something bad - it isnt. You're simply fighting against the garbage and winning. 

 And, bodyweight exercises, especially pushups, tax the brain so well, so much thinking!!! They help the ANALYSIS. Actually thats bodyweight exercise in general. Pressure points and MORE!!

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