Not because Lehmann Brothers collapsed on Sep 15 2008. 

Man, I so wish I could tell you this story again, but Sep 4, another prosaic day in that year in my life. 

2008 , 2025. 

17. 

8. 

Always lucky for me! 

And its so prosaic that the express delivery I paid for for my iconic photo  magnets are supposed to show up on that day. 

... best "gift" ever, and thats all I'm gonna say ... 

Spill the beans? Well, if you want me to I will. I think I've spilled them plenty of times before, so do some research on the sites, you'll see why. Wink. 

The end is nigh for a certain somebody. I've waited 17 long fucking years. And REVENGE, as the Gladiator famously said, shall be MINE - but the difference, NOT in the next life, but THIS ONE. 

And I have only ONE person to thank for it. 

Dr Hannibal Lecter, M.D.

He showed up in my dreams yesterday asking me to hold something while he did the killing and then showed up with a bloody face. SCARY! But, dreams mean the OPPOSITE often times, like if you see heads getting chopped off in a dream thats GOOD. 

For me, at least. 

All subjective there. 

Then, my lovely high school teacher who (did I fuck her when she was around 30, me underage? I dont know, well I do, but I aint gonna tell ya. I could tell you one damn thing, she'd suck me off right now if I actually met her. True BLUE cougar that one! Haha. Still remember how she pronounced my name "Raaaaaaaaahul!" when I used to act up, lol. SEXY AS FUCK! 

My, how the wheels of FORTUNE TURN, and CHURN, and then ultimately the Clock of Time, Father Time, CHANGES. People dont understand this! 

But, thank you Sir. 

Your help has indeed been invaluable and continues to be. 

To turn into a modern day version of Lecter mentally so you have all the control and power in the world, the physical is a must. 

The 0 Excuses Fitness System gets you there. 

Best, 

Dr. Habib Lecter Porn Star, M.D. 

Edit - why is IG so gay? I've been trying to upload a coupla long videos like forever, keeps crashing, wont upload. Anyone? 

Doubt I'll get any answer other than "ho hum". 

god! 

Does no-one actually DO anything anymore? 

Anyway ... is ole Bill Hates really trans? IG wouldnt even let me say "trans"??? Thats "hate speech"??????

Saw a picture of him doing the rounds on SM I shared, no pun

And ... looking over my dream manuals, this is why I WRITE it all down old fashioned instead of being a faggot and going back to sleep. 

Some idiot was trying to "hold on to me" ... 

I threw the fucker off. 

And that lovely lady showed up saying "he's even saying he's sorry". 

Hmmmmmmmm. 

No Madam. 

I'm rather vengeful when I need to be. Extreme ways is the video thats currently "stuck". Gay. Guess my initial decision as always was right. Never use paedo IG. 

Sorry wont suffice in this case! Haha.