... unless you actually EMULATE the traits you admire in me, and there are obviously so many of them, no? Or you wouldn't ... 

I've always been hated all my life for what I had - most amazingly, even when I didn't have it. Remember rich brat growing up that got new bicycles like every 3 months - I got one because my old one was broken, and riding down the street, the way he glared holes through me (plus he could have kicked my ass at that time - I spoke about that, we trained Taekwondo together, he was from a very patriarchal upbringing, I was not) riding down the street. 

Where's your cycle I asked him, not even cheekily. Boy seeing Vince Gironda ride brings back those memories! 

He replied with a version of "your head" - language thing, but it means up your ass in a "how dare he have it manner". 

Now as I've written about there is nothing wrong with getting pissed off at others having things you don't have, but he had them and then some - I was the one that didn't. Classic upper vs lower class mentality - except I always had RICH mentality myself, therefore ... plus it was somewhat poor upbringing, but theirs was the sort of family, and I cannot say mine was ever that way growing up, still  isn't - that kept shit INTERNAL. 

So a son might, watch the movie Damini - or hell, I'll just tell you - basically a son raped some housemaid in the movie, and it was WRONG yes, and in that case she wasn't even coming on to him, but - and there have been plenty of cases like this in Northern India where I spent a lot of my life - and truth be told, it extends across countries, cultures, I'm just talking about that part of the world since I was there at the time - my nomadic self, with my women ,as I've been called, hehe - where rich brats run over beggars sleeping on the pavements and then buy their way out - in the movie it became a scandal because the daughter in law refused to shut up so they literally had her put in an asylum for the insane (money speaks, boyo, larp all you like but money speaks - Bozo Schofield anyone?) ... so anyway, they castigated the son at home, but did all they could to prevent a public scandal and stop the thing from going viral, and him going to jail or what not - hey. Ya'll are smart. you know what I BE talking about here. 

I'm not saying you should rape and run over people sleeping on pavements, but pavements are not meant for either sleeping or driving ... 

and I'm not saying you shouldn't face jail time for it, you should. 

But I do understand the concept of family honor etc, I don't support hanging people from trees as they do in certain parts of the world till this date, but there is very valid reason behind the logic, if not the action itself taken. Racial purity, we all want to be with "our own kind" - there's a lot of nuance involved, but it is what it is, and you're seeing it play out on a global scale all around you - like I keep trying to hammer into people's minds, there is a LOT of wisdom to old school thought, culture - people did things the way they did for centuries for good, and ultimately very practical reasons. 

Remember too, this is from the guy who got "death threats" of a certain kind as early as 2008 when he got married (ugh, but hey, learning experience, live and learn, I would not have it any other way) from a 15 year brother in law with a gun in hand (father slapped him down in that case, his own father - its so prosaic the way he BANISHED the daughter forever from the house after I won those 2 cases, till today the father doesn't talk to her - she complains all day long about me to her mother, equally frustrated most of her life, but even her own brother has come to his senses now and doesn't talk to her anymore) ... so when I get so many of them via email now, I just laugh. I'm very used to it. Nobody wanted me born, pally. So deal with it. Hahahaha. I was that unwanted kid they all tried to kill mentally first, then when the couldn't - it was "you'll die of this, die of that" said in a mournful Undertaker like - well wait, he was inspiring actually, tombstone like tone, but none of it happened. Fuck off, eat shit and pass. 

Remember, I don't use the word die. Only idiots and morons use these 2 words "hate" and "die" and I've explained this before. 

Anyway .... I'm not EVEN sure how I got side tracked into all this, but ultimately I've always believed, despite my own upbringing being the radical left and completely opposite, that blood is thicker than water and family is family no matter what. I don't know how, but I've always believed that. And there is good reason behind this too. 

So what I'm saying is this - HE was from that type of a family. He was the guy who pried my legs open in Taekwondo, and I yelled at him for doing it, and the instructor laughed "we'll show this guy!" - but look, great instructor, I've got nothing against him, he was brutal on everyone - more so on his own son who he brutally hammered physically and mentally in front of us all - plus he always praised my pushups so he did the RIGHT thing, credit where due, ass kicking where due - and one fine day we got into it and he was like do you want to fight? Neither one of us really knew how to, but I was SCARED at the time, and that clinched it, enough said, I've explained that concept before...

So I guess what I am saying - again - is that the polar opposite, ie my family upbringing is even worse. You turn out cucked and destroyed as a man, and only very few like me manage to break through on their own but it takes a hell of a lot of time, my friend, but ultimately its good - everything happens for the greater good. 

I remember a guy sort of like me who was into "slaves" (so called) - he'd (according to his own colleague my Dad who secretly wanted these things, but feminist mom and wife wouldn't allow it) put a foot up and ... Nazi style. Polish  my boots! 

What's funny is even my Mom beyond a point doesnt get it despite wanting it though she could. Feminism, hypocrisy, all plays into it. 

And they all complain about me because I do, hehe.

Mine is the kind that advocated extra brutal punishments, not fully warranted either for me at school since the home beatdowns didn't really ever work.. 

Neither did the constant gaslighting. 

These days with 1 of my own daughters, polar opposite. Apparently I'm supposed to cuck to her while teaching English "their way" which don't work. That simple. I never did it in China even when paid big bucks, refuse to do  it obviously now given the entire situation. Apparently lazy is fine now. HA! Rahul was of course just the experiment that went wrong eh. 

Anyway, where was I - ah yes, he supposedly was another Emperor Sir ordering boot polish fucker around .

And the guy would do it. That's a thing these days too for yours truly, except he doesn't wear boots, and I have to tell these idiots - you're staring at my beautiful feet, do I EVER come out in "boots"? 

I mean I love them, I have them, but I'm always either in flip flops or SPORTS shoes. 

They don't like scrubbing the latter, or former, but I make them do it by hand. 

Anyway that dude was a drinker, partier, kinda like my own Uncle in many ways - maternal Uncle - remember the tales? - and they all criticized him for his easy job. 

Um .... Sales and marketing is the lifeblood of any organization. If it were that easy everyone would do it and be a millionaire or more, and I'll just leave it at that - no arguing with Bozos and cucked Tom Tom's. 

When I took that company I mention in 10 Commandments of Successful Sales, actually 20 + - - no-one cared to acknowledge it, though I took the company - LITERALLY, its a small world, these things get around, from Zero to Hero as the next employer said. Of course, I left that place within a month. Magic only strikes ONCE - the conditions have to be  right too. 

Those books are available at our beautiful, great BEST FOR THE BEST website - https://www.0excusesfitness.com/products. 

Idiots love to say "so what if he did it" when THEY CANT DO IT THEMSELVES. 

"so what if he's in great shape" "he's nothing special" - yeah, but I AM in great condition so by INFERENCE, you idiots, I AM special ,or you wouldn't be addicted, and ... well, you're not, so your COPING. 

Anyway he offered me beer - cardinal sin for my mother who was scandalized at me drinking at the age of golly, 17 - when every other boy around me was happily openly doing it too. 

I had three beers, never got drunk. Always loved beer! 

And the next day she was like "what if its HIS SON doing it". (his son was a cuck). 

And maybe she had a point, people are quick to criticize or admire others, but they wont implement that same thing in their families, but him, I had a feeling he would. That was a patriarch of sorts... 

True YIn and Yang all these tales, eh. 

What really got her goat? 

"Even if you rape someone, come home and tell your family" he said drunkenly. 

What he meant was this - your family will always help. 

Ah, but that isn't the case with mine. 

I couldn't even tell mine when I got married, so I did it anyway. Fought the 2 cases myself, got ripped off, got part of the money back, till this date the lawyers involved are roaming around Scot free, the cops - well action was taken there thank you high Court - and all throughout I was roundly criticized and never the ex wife, it was my name BANDIED around in the newspapers TILL TODAY, never the ex wife, and until I won, no-one said I should have done it. 

When I did win, I wasn't even around to enjoy the real spoils of it all. 

Cops showed up personally to "apologize" (fake apology but still, because they were suspended for life)  -  - but then apparently Dad jumped in and showed "how much of a good Dad he was " by yelling at them for "doing it in the first place". 

Of course, when they did do it, they were right and I was wrong - until I won, and despite it being MY MONEY, my ass on the line, my EVERYTHING, they wanted either my passport or money as so called bail, soon to be wife at the time was like, don't give them money, give them your passport, they have to return the latter, money, you never know. 

Um, not in a million years, girlie. 

Or like Clarisse said, not in a 1000 years. Certain passports are rather valuable ... anyway, ... and no I didn't ask for "help" from you know where in that regard though I could have. Wink. 

Anyyyyyyyywwwwwwwwwwaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy... 

So that type of family is NOT good either. In fact its even worse and facts speak there too. 

Hell, till this date I talk to a girl and the entire family "peering behind the curtains of the Internet as it were" gets scandalized and talks about it all day and like larpos they don't admit but they DO. 

So where we he? 

Diatribe? Nah. It makes perfect sense. 

So ... yeah, unless you emulate those traits you admire in me. 

The fight, the physical fitness, the mental part (most important - remember Hannibal asking Clarisse like I do ya'll - YES OR NO, Clarisse? REpeatedly?) ... 

The sexy body, my girls, all of it, but you know, when people are FORCED to admit all this, they do it in a cloaked with envy and admiration tone we all know. 

They look at you and "oh, that guy!" Auto submit. 

But its not said with a positive vibe. 

It's said in a negative "Im forced to say it" kinda vibe. 

We all know what I mean here! 

The group of boys in high school - and only ONE of them got big and rich or whatever it is, and the rest years later were FORCED to acknowledge it, but hated it, because they knew they were too lazy themselves to do the SAME DAMNED THING! 

SO there's no point in that. 

When people look at me and go Wow! Excellent condition, I don't feel good at all in most cases ... 

I only feel good if these guys say it, then DO THE SAME Thing in all their own lives, then come back to me and say "hey, I saw you doing 25 pull-ups out there in the park on the same stand the Brigadier installed and I got so motivated I did it myself, now I'm better than YOU!" . 

With some solid evidence of it ... that's just one example. 

I've never hero worshipped one single person in my entire life. 

Not once. 

I've admired many, I still do. 

But I watch, observe, I take from them what is good,, most of it is - and I implement in my own life. 

And that's what winners do, my friend. 

There's common threads, if you observe them.

And I'll tell you one damn thing, maybe a free tip? I dont know, but exercise wise, training wise, its best to start alone, not in the gym where idiots that might not really  be that good will come up to a beginner and said "pah! Just one pushup!" 

Hey, we all start someplace, I did, the kind of comments I got growing up would have discouraged people for life, for me it just enraged me internally, years later all that frustration (since at the time I couldn't do shit about it) was converted into classic pyscho mode - WINNER MODE, Yin and Yang, wheel coming full circle, but till this date I don't generally train outdoors because of fat Bozos and larping doing the opposite of what was done before, which is even more annoying since its not even motivating to me. 

Know your place, eh. I'm NOT even gonna get further into that one here, Rambo is what they call me in that regard. Enough said already!!!  

One place the winners all congregate and hang around is www.0excusesfitness.com and they spend a lot of their rmoney there too. So, if you're not a complete rank loser and happy to remain there at the bottom under Emperor Sir's soles or boots or whatever the hell these guys cope and get off to because that their "lot in life" and they have RESIGNED THEMSELVES TO IT, then join NOW. 

Best, 

Dr Rahul Mookerjee, M.D. 

P.S - Jodie Foster years later was asked if she ever spoke to Hopkins after Silence of the Lambs. Answer was NO, he scared me during the movie. 

And that's a MAN right there for you, movie aside ... Enough said?