Nothing I haven't written about before, ya'll can skip this one if you so choose. 

Other than Lola asking Ben Gay if he pulled his pug (lmao, I cannot stop laughing at that particular troll, indeed he's lovely the way he just auto does - like a certain Sleepy Joe with an auto or order pen or whatever that's called, hehe - exactly as I want, predict, easy as pie, symphony playing nearby - the "Ben Flute" symphony"). 

He was asked this twice, the first generated a LENGTHY rant which was even more unintelligible than the former. So I didn't really even read most of it ... Haha. Bag of Bones sounded good though, but since he sags in the lower belly, ass (eww) and triple chin, man tits, and does his best to hide those country bred corn fed bingo wings of his ... well, he actually said "Sag of Bones", whatever that is. Like I said yesterday, my lunar is driving him increasingly insane. To be fair, that is precisely what lunar energy does, and applied right, it can have effects like you never thought of. It's one thing, my innate manifestation abilities and pyschic (not necessarily pyscho - there is a difference) tendencies - but its quite another to mix a HUGE does of lunar in with all that and then "project that onto those I choose". 

I was always lunar to a degree. I could not have fought all the mental abuse growing up and the physical (in school - trust me,  it was not nice to say the least - you LARPers larping about "I didn't have the ideal childhood" ain't got a clue, its those who have it the easiest, and had it the easiest that whine the most and are the biggest losers as adults because they just sat on their ass and made excuses about everything and did fuck all. You know classic excuses like ADHD, sciatia, mengities, being sterile - born with a very low IQ - ok, the last one is not an excuse, hehe - I get it. I was born brilliant ... I'll give myself THAT pat on the back) without it. 

It's only over this past year I've really projected it, and I use it ruthlessly against my enemies, not because I want to, but because "it's what God would have done". Like I wrote down, this time on the phone - it came to me in a dream - God speaks through me. Its that simple. If you think. 

It's very simple. Right or wrong. And battles are never fought fairly or they probably wouldn't begin in the first place. There is always a POWER imbalance of some form - ah, power, the ONLY true turn on! Problem is, most refuse to recognize that WITHIN them. 

I was doing a rather interesting analysis of his real like Jane Gumb like activies as we know, and its interesting - on the surface of i, Benny Gay had one of the easiest upbringings you could think of - NO, he was NOT from a "rich" family, but he's Jewish, so money was never an issue obviously, and plus he was always naturally big etc, so he always had a natural advantage in most things. 

He was always rather DIFFERENT too. He keeps whining about "I almost died from meningities" but the truth is this - he suffered, but it was hardly close to "passing". 

You know who almost passed, Benny? 

You talk about bag of bones ... eh? 

Back in the day, I contracted dengue fever in grade eight out of nowhere. Every fucking so called doctor on the planet said I wouldn't make it. My sexy arms were full of PUNCTURE marks from injections. I could barely see ahead, let alone even walk. 

I was always skinny and picked upon growing up - and that reduced me to like ... I dont know, maybe 40 kgs at the time, maybe less. I was literally a motherfucking skeleton at that point! 

then out of the blue, one day some doctor gave me some "different" something - and BANG - in a flash, miraculously it all went away. Only God could have done it. Truly, I am the CHOSEN one. Thats why they all say it. 

Till today, they don't know how the fuck I didn't pass. First comment I got when I was back in school? "Tu Mara NAHI"? 

You didn't die? Supposedly from a close friend, whose of course a cuckold now and I could whack him any time I choose to. Truly that wheel has come full circle. 

I almost lost my ... I believe, right eye that year? I don't know if the injury close to it is why I have a weak right eye till this date. 

Not that its a weakness. I write one eyed, hehe. I have no weaknesses. 

Then of course my own father telling me I'd pass by this age, that age. 

Look, I realize you have a very low IQ Ben. 

I understand. Dr Mookerjee knows all. 

But have you been INTENSELY HATED since the minute you were born to a degree that makes absolutely no sense? 

I doubt I could have "done anything to anyone" at the age of 3, por ejempelo, no? 

You, my friend, are just a closet tranny - that is all. 

You have an extremely dominating  mother, Ben. You just are too stupid to realize it. 

And your father, family in general is completely feminized. 

The difference is you gave up at age ... well, since you was born. 

I was fighting since I was born. 

I was trying to wear my fathers construction helmets when I did not even have teeth, lol. lmao. Its cute, that picture of me standing up there with a huge grin, Helmet - ya know, old school construction kind, no teeth ... that was the cutest baby ever! One of my own was also that way - actually they all are. hahaha, my genetics is the best. 

You didnt give up because you wanted to or didnt. You cant really rationalize at that age. You just DO. 

It was because your upbringing was nowhere near as brutal as mine was, you didnt have to survive. You were never bullied in high school - your size. Yes, they called you fat etc, but no physical abuse. But YES, the girls - ah, the girls. They saw right through you Ben, and saw you for the cuck you were even back then, they felt it, and you hated it, but you didn't want to, couldnt BREAK OUT of the MOULD. 

If you did have to fight to mentally survive like I did, you wouldnt be on this physical plane today, its that simple.

I could tell you horrifying stories, guys. Of little girls forced to eat food thrown in toilets as "punishment". 

all those cross dressing fantasies Little Ben has - its cope. 

Everything is ultimately if you deeply analyze it. 

And his cope comes from abuse (or close to it - sexually, not mentally that much) - and of course unable to get girls his entire life, so he copes by being gay etc, cross dressing, then he finds a fellow reject who Dom's him so he copes by saying "she's the most beautiful ever" (when she's not, and that's fine, cope away, I'm just analyzing you).  

Sexuality isnt something we are bon with, sweetie pie. And believe you me, when I  put out PUBLICLY the nasty things you've written about your own family, Ben ... trust me, the fallout aint gonna be pretty. 

The X factor is. Brains are formed yes, but that brain when it comes out is a brain too, and that X factor is deep, innate, Gods destiny for the individual. Even my own father who hates (his term) the very sight of me, once said "who knows where you'll go in life". That was rather interesting, thinking back about it ... 

And while you have some interesting fetishes, the ONLY aberration in your childhood that is stored DEEP WITHIN THE RECESSES of your mind, little Ben - is not the little penis you possess, but the sexual abuse, or maybe CLOSE TO IT, I will reveal more after my complete investigation and analysis - - that you CHOSE to forget. I'm not going to name the exact family member who did it, little Ben, that would completely destroy your mind, and at this point I have not fleeced you for all I can. The lambs must still wail. The silence is nigh though. 

You were never really socially ostracized in every way despite the outward appearance of being socially upward and mobile. You just think you are, lol. 

Anyway - it was so much more normal growing up. 

Yes, I got the shit beat out of me all the time. Yes, no support at home, anywhere, but its still so normal. 

Got a problem with a dude? 

Walk up to him, tear his shirt pocket off. There is a reason Cobra was so succesfull! 

Thats how it was handled not so long ago anyway. 

Now the million dollar question, how do people like me actually manage to succeed at anything with all the battles they've faced? 

Simple. 

Cold blooded pyschopathy ala women. 

And if you look at anyone that has succeeded big in anything -you just have to be that way, or you wouldn't LIVE. 

Its that simple. 

Your brain forms before the age of 5, mostly. 

And everything later on in life is just add on. 

Have you ever accessed your own subconscious memories from the time you were BORN? 

Say, when you're two months old? 

It is VERY INTERESTING! 

And you learn a hell of a fucking lot ... that DARK room David Goggins talks about - that OBSESSION he talks about, as they asked Dr Lecter, is it possible for a man to be SO obsessed with a woman just at FIRST SIGHT? 

Indeed it is. I've got one in my life right now I remotely control like Clarisse. 

Dont believe me? 

Ask questions. Yer shall see. 

Of course, if I ask questions you'll get triggered... Hehe. 

"To be that obsessed so he finds nourishment in merely thinking about her, sustenance at the very SIGHT of her?" 

That was the sage response, and its very true. Goggins, well, even my own childhood looks tame compared to his that he talks about so often - that was quite something!!!  

What they call "pyschopathy" is actually genius plus PYSHCIC. Ever wonder why the two words are spelt the same way? 

Because they ARE the same thing. 

A seer that predicts the future, a serial killer that kills - actions are different, but the why is the same. 

If you think about it at least. 

And those were the random thoughts, on a dark foggy morning so dark at 11 AM that I thought it was night, hehe. The last one of which being the lovely Lola is interested in him, and ... well, she thinks he'll be useful as one of those annoying pink poodles. Big Baby, she giggles, like his own owner does, its hilarious. And its fine, he can serve her. We have plenty of cucks doing it anyway - all detailed on the erotica site. Truly, as I mentioned to a friend (real life) yesterday - REALITY mixed in with a dab of creative license, not and never the other way around. 

She claims he needs a mother, which I agree with ... 

But she wants me to 'soothe' him too which um - nah, I'll let YOU handed those duties, lmao. 

Anyway, nice, cold, dark - oh, Madam wants to "pet him on the head too". lmaoooo, these girls. She says he needs a soother, lol. And other stuff, but thing is, he gets off on that play too. Anyway, more on all that later, these are just ... I don't know, I just wanted to provide y'all an analysis of one of our most devoted trolls and fans. Hehe. Truly a tub of lard - NOT a bag of bones, and he's so proud of it, so I'll mention it again. Hehehehehe. I mean, you gotta help people right? Wink

And of course I'm walking around, sleeves rolled up in my Troublemaker sweatshirt while the world is swathed. 

pansies, cowards. 

And that's that. 

To win, there is only way my friend. 

Be brutal. 

And there enedth this counseling session. See ya'll around the ... well, MOON. Hehe. 

www.0excusesfitness.com. 

Best, 

Dr Rahul Mookerjee M.D. 

PS - This word bandied about like its something bad, pyschopathy. Its actually perfectly normal, everyone does it to an extent. Just look at the lengths women go to when they really want something. Hell hath no fury right? I've explained this so many times before. Its just when a MAN does it its called out. Ever hear of a "famous female pyschopathy"? I didn't think so. Typical, eh? And you're a joke if you cant see past that ... Society has just accepted female pyschopathy as natural - and that's how they're biologically wired of course but THE RUTHLESS AND RANK unfair advantage they have since birth, and men are disadvataged "en masse" since being born - well, as a man if you gotta fight against that and they brand that as something bad - it isnt. You're simply fighting against the garbage and winning. 

 And, bodyweight exercises, especially pushups, tax the brain so well, so much thinking!!! They help the ANALYSIS. Actually thats bodyweight exercise in general. Pressure points and MORE!!