Life is so beautiful, the yin and yang always present to it ...
My.
You know, fat Ben and a few others, more than a few actually - fat Pete being one, we'll mention him after this maybe, hehe - all get so triggered by my handsome, sexy, charming, intelligent - creative, intuitive self that they call me someone - who has fought viciously all his life and won - like a wounded tiger without being wounded, almost (but I was, deeply, and I EMBRACE them wounds daily, and love the PAIN - the DARKNESS that comes with the PAIN- I cannot get enough of the SUFFERING - indeed, as Charles, a great customer around here once said, many of my, in fact most of my, emails have a very deep SPIRITUAL aspect to them!) - they - these idiots and losers in life in general call me someone .. what was it? He couldn't fight his way out of a paper bag, then they claim its because of looks while claiming looks don't matter, then they claim its his wannabe ego maniac while at the same time getting brutally triggered by and mentioning my massive, evergrowing dick and ego - NOT in that order.
His concept of fitness is fat boy fitness "big not fat" - looks big, doesn't look fat, according to him (untrue) - and yet looks don't matter, yet he claims "big arms - strength" - looks - despite martial artists being anythign but big.
The reason martial artists do what they do is INTERNAL POWER.
And the reason these guys all pump their chests and arms in the gym, the most worthless thing to do overall is this - they'll never admit it, but they want to impress the girls.
I was once told "I'm sure the girls will find you attractive even without your long hair" by a nut wanting me to cut it (triggered him brutally beyond belief, he never got any - I did).
To me?
I could get girls bald, with hair, fat, slim, none of that matters, what I have now just accentuates my already beautiful vibe so I get MORE, but I got plenty before that also as you can tell, haha.
Funnily enough looks? Don't matter? Big arms?
Girls don't even like big arms. We've covered the Greek god shape they really crave... Ask them yourself, if they aren't being politically correct caring about your wee little feelings, they'll tell you. Ask my ex for one, heheh. Ask feminists, ask any girl. You'll get your ANSWER!
And so forth. The insanity is beyond beautiful to observe, I must say. I mean you gotta choose, these people cant, they're confused little children wandering around in the Desert of Babylon ...
They're scared of themselves, the "mean girls" that called them nasty vicious names in high school that really hit home, because they're true, if a guy said that there would be a physical confrontation, but in a certain manner, there might not be either. Its HOW you say it, not WHAT you say, women are very VIBE oriented.
People when talking to me, even when I'm speaking a low, certainly I wouldn't say menacing because there's no menace I feel at the time voice often just suddenly take one step back with their LEFT foot (vibe) as if struck by a thunderbolt. They REACT viciously vibe wise, defensively, without me trying to "attack them". VIBES. I've always been that sorta guy that triggers people by just existing on the planet. If anyone was born to be a super marketer and everything else in general its me, even my ex claims "I have all the qualities required for success" (yet she chose the route she did, so typical of females eh. Short term over all) ...
When we live together, the house turns toxic literally, so much so that our sole daughter together has already turned into a budding pyscho at the age of whatever she is, I believe 12.
Without even trying. Lest you think this happens only to them, no, I feel it equally. But with toxic people, I never - and you CANNOT, I repeat, CANNOT CONSCIOUSLY force this - "step back". Its never ever happened. Step forward, one foot, yes, feminine, but STEP BACK - never once ... I maintain my field and composure, they cannot, I pick up on that and there is nothing I dislike more than that, well, few things more I should say. ITS HORRIBLE! NASTY.
You could say it's "sad", but it is what it is, because her vibe and mine don't coexist. She hates me, I intensely dislike every aspect of her. There is a difference. She like Ben and the rest would gladly kill me if she could. I wouldn't. I just go to any and all lengths to avoid her, more her VIBE. Its horrible and nasty by default.
Walking outside, this idiot who asked me for a cigarette lighter twice. Typical freebie seeker. Now the first time I didn't like his vibe, but I gave it anyway. OK, one time.
Second time he shows up - now when I go out I do NOT want to be interrupted on my walks or workouts. No exceptions, girls only with a good vibe, but they never interrupt me, women are wise that way.
Its the guys that get triggered and constantly find any excuse to stay addicted to me because they're fat losers that puff their tummies out and think that makes them manly - this guy, that is - a driver by vocation, so he can easily drive like "1 foot" and go buy a lighter worth a few cents.
The way he dresses, its obvious he's desperate to be a movie star like me, but he cant and he gets so frustrated, it shows.
Anyway, not that I care about any of that.
Second time, he shows up, I asked him why he doesn't get his own, he gave me some bullshit answer.
"Its in the other car"
"well, then get it from there"
But I gave it again.
Today I walk out there, and he's motioning at me from a distance, but not coming close to me at all. Keeping a COMPLETE distance from me, motioning from afar which they would never do with someone like me, but he did, because he doesn know what else to do, how else to approach ...
... Me? I was lost in my own thoughts. I saw him, my self protection went up instantly, but that's it. Nothing else, no thoughts. I UNCONSCIOUSLY ignored the fucker.
Yet, I then moved away to another place to smoke, had to smoke 5 more literally to get back in the lunar state.
People really don't know how vibe affects!
The sheer IRRITATION I feel when I talk to most people - oddly enough WOMEN, I don't generally feel that, its these pathetic men ... I cannot put it in words.
And they feel it.
So, cant fight?
Would I even need to?
One look for me, that which I keep writing about, THAT look in her eye, THAT one fleeting instance, THAT little girl in Think and Grow Rich that literally paralyzed a grown man coming at her with a cudgel to beat her (black girl, white employer, era of slavery, it was unheard of for people to do that - kinda like my relationship with my own slaves, hehe) ...
She just STARED.
"My Mama NEEDS THAT MONEY NOW!"
That guy just ... its like a lamb!
He gave it to her. She was 5.
THAT is the power, my friend.
Cucks, trolls etc are exactly like the above. Mentally weak. I detest that like any predator would in an individual. I can't help but take advantage and ATTACK. So would a tiger. Speaking of which today might be the day I start identifying as a lion more than a tiger due to .. well, I might. But the reasons are complex. Maybe we will get into that later. For now these cucks would just say "so what and give it to the dude anyway".
But why?
No answer.
Why are they so openly lenient like Ben towards paedos unless a woman tells them otherwise?
It's obvious.
Weak and cucked. No moral compass. They believe in nothing other than what's forced so they despise me.
Freebie seekers,. leeches and parasites that prey upon the weak. Except in a bad way. Because they can't judge weak and strong at all. The same sort that wants my info for free despite me having earned it. So what's in it for me other than forced charity which charity has to come from within anyway. It can't be forced. Any other way is not real.
These cucks are hypocrites. So you have two authors with supposedly huge egos, perhaps true, perhaps not.
One has unique concepts on pull-ups (as an instance) not seen anywhere else, and he's damn good at them, probably one of the best in the world, and he's supremely superb at giving credit openly when its due. The other is a fat SMART man that writes books on pull-ups (not Benny, lol, he is too far gone) without being able to do a single one himself and his one major success came from copying straight an ancient art of exercise taught to him by a person who later turned on him viciously and said he was a snake. The letter is in the public domain. Fitness wise, all know who I am referring to. Its not my old Zen car, by the way.
Yet these cucks only whine about me.
Whose the hypocrite?
Vulnerability. They whine about me showing NONE, women tell me to show even less.
I have none. Physical - mental - no weaknesses, and I turned what I had into open strengths (like grip).
They want vulnerability so they can attack like cowards...
Real men don't show vulnerability or have any - funnily enough in lunar mode you're more, in some ways vulnerable than ever before.
You are also far stronger and more ethereal than EVER before. . And there are no depths to which it can be PLUMBED.
All my slaves are strong women, remember me and the feminists in bed?
I wouldnt have it any other way.
If I don't want to without sex involved serve my woman, I cannot even want to dominate her, lead her, whatever it is - - and would never get it! THIS is the concept most don't get, or refuse to get, giving a hell of a lot before receiving EVEN MORE.
Lion? Not really now that I think about it. To me a lion is a cuck. Male lion. The tiger is the real mental king in solitude. True predator. Doesn't depend upon a woman. But he doesn't take care of her either whereas I do.
Rather interesting... Valid viewpoints on all sides. Physically though no arguments. The tiger reigns supreme and vicious, jaguar is second. Plus a tigers memory is something, they can literally track hunters down for years and stalk them to their houses. And kill.
But they're also, as Jim Corbett found out when sleeping in the jungles of India as a little boy, perfect gentlemen that wouldn't harm a fly. I wouldn't say that about male lions. Females, yes in that case.
Perfect yin and yang. More on this later.
So I don't know, I kinda enjoy these statements being made about me in frustration, but you might want to try to use that NOGGIN of yours, if it still works ...
Anyway, I move away, and I see this older lady.
Beautiful vibe, and I went out of my way to help her with what she needed.
Exceeedingly polite too.
You know, I've always got along with people older than me that auto submit to me and call me wise beyond my years, with nothing sexual involved, certainly no dominant feelings on my end to begin with, or end with.
It just happens.
VIBE.
Younger ones too.
My own age, I've never really got along with people my own age.
Anyway ...
Little Ben, I know many on this list are worried about his mental health.
He once said "you don't care about my life!"
He so deeply wants me to!
He's a sweet little bear, actually, petrified of the loser little boy inside of him that never went away ...
The mocks, the taunts, the jibes, the childhood trauma, the abuse, all of it ...
He is PETRIFIED, wakes up all the time in the night to check this site, and get online, Dr Mookerjee always FIRST on his mind ...
I will be happy to introduce you to him, and you could judge yourself by asking a few questions here and there, if you're smart, you'll get it.
Lets blow him a big sweet "kissie" as he puts it.
He'll sleep better, hehe. He is lost, and I have to giggle and say I'm making it a lot worse in that desert he sinks deeper into, dark, cold, every passing day, there are other reasons he and most others don't even know, and I'm not going to reveal them here - but even if I did - pointless, none of you would take any action anyway though its obvious, you'd just sit and do nothing. I don't like wasting my time, you know. The most precious resource!!
& that's that for now.
Reiki healers and healers in general - massage workers etc, maids, they've all always loved me, and domination and submission has nothing to do with it. I rarely even push that into the mix. Never actually. Auto pilot, and we'll end there!
Best
... for the best ...
Dr Rahul Mookerjee, M.D.
PS - Since Ben has already read it, and its like early in the morning where he is at ...
He often says he doesn't know whether to be scared or laugh ... when he reads me.
And thats the beauty, the lunar uncertainty, its also what is driving him completely insane slowly, and I'm soaking in every minute of it. He's an interesting, but by NO MEANS unique - case study.