Fact is this, we all notice them. And we do CARE about them. if they were really that fucking "superficial" as clowns that are ugly and fat like to claim they are, then they wouldn't care, no?
Growing up, I've mentioned how I grew up with a set of the meanest, nastiest parents around who of course deflect it all by saying "you were not an easy child to bring up".
Yeah, not like the child has a choice to be born? We don't choose where or how we are born, genius (Mom in that case).
From the incident where I was GHERAOED against a wall at the age of 3, to nasty horrid comments made all my childhood designed to VICIOUSLY TEAR me down mentally to NEVER ALLOW ME TO COMPETE against other men, thereby maintaining parental control over me all my life (remember, they wanted a slave and serf) about 'those boys are better than you , you deserve nothing", everything I've always written about .. it was Mom growing up, but my father didn't shirk later - all I did when my beard started to grow out was try and shave and I nicked myself since like anything remotely masculine, fitness, cars, shaving, no-one ever taught me shit because these nutjobs don't know it themselves ... and the comment "he thinks he's such a big man!" (kinda like Mom's "he thinks he's so strong1).
This is why my aunt keeps making that depressed comment about "you are mentally EXTREMELY strong". She feels sad when she hears it, I understand. Most people, especially women, when I tell them about certain aspects of my life very FACTUALLY with no emotions, respond with 'its a sad story". Then I tell them the ACTIONS I took, they giggle and call me pyscho and I bed them and make them slaves. Hey, I'll take it, Mom. Wink
Trust me, it was not a Goggins like environment physically growing up, but mentally it was worse. I was a wreck in all regards, fast forward years, people ... you look like a movie star! (while teaching in china), "you look like a TV personality!" (parks) "Rambo!" (while doing pull-ups and getting pissed off at idiots) ... Jesus, everything I've written about ...
Growing up, I loved Andre Agassi's hair, of course my father harrumphed. "He only likes superficial stuff!"
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ... not! It's a sign of not BENDING DOWN TO SOCIETY AND BEING A SLAVE!
A slave himself, he would never get it. Remember, slaves are the ones that keep other slaves in line, that's why they are the FAVORED slaves of the Masters that own them.
Crabs do not want you to climb out of the bucket. They will kill you if they have to, but they wont let you escape if they can stop it.
So looks, huh. Like all these people that say all these things looks wise about me, and they are right - are they idiots?
I don't think so.
My hair, my father made nasty comments about it to the tune of "it looks like a villain".
Then he changed it to "like a side villain's hairpiece". I believe this was after he himself got humiliated outside after yelling at a group of thugs who asked him to move his car, he wouldn't, but the thugs then said "we'll lift it out of here"(translation - trash it) and he had to fold his hands and apologize. Plenty of such incidents with him, so of course he had to take it out on someone who couldn't fight back.
Like me. Even my sister when she was young got SLAPPED hard until mom showed up whining about "dont hit her that hard" (of course with me that was never a concern apparently. She'd sit and enjoy the beatings saying "are you enjoying it".
Like the maid...
These fuckjobs present themselves as holier than thou to the world, but the world sees through it. Ask anyone that knows them. Ask their maids, drivers, ask the society they live in, EVERYONE knows their reality. They have been outed, and I have played my part in it, and will continue to, because I deserve it.
Like why tear a child down mentally like that? They have never made ONE positive comment about me. My sister as an adult is a 400 lb gorilla that is getting fatter daily, so she deserves none, plus her so called career the entire family LARPED about lasted like all of 2 years, yawn ... but I know not of ONE parent that has never made ONE positive comment about their progeny. I made so many about my daughters, of course one got taken away from me brutally, but thats fine. Collateral damage, plus that wheel is starting to come full circle. My ex, believe it or not of her own Accord is starting to negotiate on tiny things I never thought she would, but its those small things that matter...
No reason.
Except one - YOU are threatened by the child's abilities, because the child refuses to conform to what you want, and be your slave forever. Most wouldn't fight like I have... its not easy.
"Rahul is Amitabh Bachhan and Akshay Kumar rolled into one!"
Yeah, and what happened years later? Villian? Dr Mookerjee? Hehe. Poor Dad. And he knows it too. Mom does too. She used to complain about me mocking her, but the fact is that is self deflection. gaslighting. She is the one that has done that to me since I was growing up and STILL tries to do it. Dad, because of the physicality part backs off beyond a certain point, men know it will get physical. Believe me, "make him scream in pain" doesn't really cover it if I really got physical with him. I remember my own screams, and I'll really amp those on him if need be. And he knows it.
Anyway, looks. Oh hey Dad, hair is just superficial, right - so why the hell did you ever care? Because you are a RANK HYPOCRITE despite the so called honest outlook you present, what you BEAT into me, since you couldnt fight MEN - you never had it yourself, you still do not. Cope!
Literally I cannot understand these people. Growing up my mother, she HATED with a passion the city she lived in, still does, apparently "those horrible Punjabis" (the Indian movie Vicky Donor explains all this in a humorous way, manner or FASHION, hehe). Now she has never once stepped foot out of the house despite all her so called "knowledge" but I had to, therefore, I learnt the local language FAR better than her own accented style.
Rather than give me credit, they bashed me saying "only speak English in that house".
You know Indians "we are that way ONLY". Hehe.
So I did, no choice. Now my own relatives, a rather so called rich Uncle that triggers my mother always, but she cant do anything so remains silent PRAISED me for how I changed my own "Indian Englsh" to American English - and then British - and then something which is global - all by MYSELF.
"He did in three months what we couldn't do in 30 years' was the comment.
My own parents wouldnt say a word. Except my Dad made lame duck attempts to mock me for it. It failed, lol.
So now we have fat Ben who whined about my LOOKS for years, saying "he looks skinny, Twiggy, Ariana Grande, Karen Carpenter", all this other junk.
He looks like a fitness influencer and has a six pack, this, that, you know the whines from him.
And yet despite then deflecting with idiotic comments about himself saying (remember, this guy looks like he needs to fast for a year to lose all that blubber) "so what if I don't look good, or sexy, or Iike an influencer", he is as of late larping about "weight loss".
Apparently someone told him he lost weight and he believes it, which is fine, la la land for Ben as always, but fact is this, if looks didn't matter, he wouldn't be whining about "people say I LOOK leaner". He'd simply present facts on the SCALE, and that scale doesn't move up or down, so he hasn't lost fuck all other that water retention might have reduced. That happens with these fatties, used to happen with me (remember - swollen ankles and stuff?). The bloat is still very much there around stomach, ass ,hips, and man tits. Chins are still usually tilted up, lol. In short, ZERO progress at anything other than larping. Which is fine, but looks matter apparently to him now because I triggered him with how sexy I am and my girls.
From a guy that said the opposite i.e. looks don't matter.
Typical superficial garbage from those that claim it is themselves... !!?
I look like I'm 13, 16, or 19.
And that's a good thing.
We all notice how sexy I am. They see me walk, they hear me TALK, they get TRIGGERED!
And its superficial?
I don't think so, idiots!
And little Ben - that is NOT how you box, sweetie, unless you're talking cuddly bear boxing. Which is gay. Shit, even Mary Kom's prior trainer's daughter does it better and she's just like 12. I have fun getting her and her mom especially to punch my abs, Hehe. her younger "Superman" son loves it too though I used to TRIGGER him brutally by calling him that when he wanted Spiderman. Hehehehe.
Would you like to learn how? Or do you just want to post ultimately useless videos of you doing Spiderman and Superman pushups you're too round to do right, lol? Oh and just so you know, you quitting wrestling within a few days shows. That pose is GAY. NOT how to "crouch", or whatever its called. You couldn't catch a fish out of water that way, fat boy.
Little Pudge Wudge really needs to stop lying and larping and thank me, in fact kiss my feet (no ass please Ben though we know you love that) for all the FREE ideas I give him!
Enough said for now. Oh, and none of this means looks are ALL that matter, especially when it comes to women. She could be a 10 plus and do nothing for you, then you have a 2 who due to market economics is extremely pliable and submissive, and unless you're a millionaire the 10 wont be that way, so until that point, I'd rather the 2. Same thing for men, you can have an ugly genius, good looking doofus, and so forth. Retard is retard, including the world these days where folks claim using the word "retard" is offensive, when its just a fact when logically warranted.
But, they DO matter as well!
Back soon.
Best,
Dr Rahul Mookerjee,
B.S, , P.H.D. (Fitness, Sexuality).
PS - I rather enjoy all this now. I wouldn't have my childhood any other way. I'd never become the pyscho I am without it, hehe.
"You have not been an easy child to bring up!"
Yeah.... (beyond what I said above about that i.e. it ain't the child's choice to be born)
And you are WHO?
Like, WHO? What have you DONE in your OWN life? One thing please Madam?
Ahem?
Crickets?
End of story, lol.
P.P.S - Mean mommies aren't really that uncommon. It's just people don't talk about it openly. I do but it's not grinding an axe as Mom says. It's called spitting facts as I rightly say.
An ex girlfriend of mine had a "cruella" mother just like - women are cruel, nasty pyscopathic by nature - remember? Biology- who once led her to am Xmas tree at the age of six.
"Here's your present"
Emily opens.
She sees a bag of ASHES.
My own parents did something similar, not as brutal this time during a festival in India when I was 13, apparently Mom was in a bad mood, so all the blame fell on me and they ruined the one thing I did celebrate there. No longer though.
Tate once made a comment about his mom being rather mean growing up too, not particularly "nice". But his Dad had it spot on!!!! Respect.
