This dream I had last night - man. It was MORE prosaic, yet more ... EMOTION than ever before, I cannot explain it. I literally woke up in the middle of the night to type some stuff out on the dumbphone. I probably did NOT write down my dreams as I normally do upon waking up, not sure why, but this was one simple.
LETTING GO never felt better!
And that's what lunar mode truly is, my friend, solar mode is mostly achievement oriented, and its superb, but at certain point everyone that has done anything of note in their lives, gotten to any appreciable level purely on their own steam (not some stupid dumb job or feminist family et al) knows what I'm talking about. You have to surrender to God completely, but it don't mean that what you were doing before, your goals etc need to be cast to the wayside. Unless you were to become a monk in the Himalayas, or want to ...
... You've got to truly stop feeling emotion.
For most people usually total nuts, its so predictable. They lsay they et go of something or somebody but in reality their umbilical cord grows stronger, hehe.
They rant about "I never look at his site, I never talk to him, I never this, never tthat", yet they do exactly that on the sly - such as people that are addicted to me, for instance, they make puffy statements like "he's DEAD to me, yes, DEAD!" - yet, next minute, baby boys are reading the site again ... its hilarious, we've covered that, so many people like this, but my point is this - truly letting go is VERY difficult.
I see these rants every so often, and it happens exactly on the date and time I predicted months ago it would happen. Hehe. That's just one example though. In life, lets say you truly want something, you truly work SO hard to get it, yet you get nothing, even less, less, less. Business, life, whatever. Sometimes it seems the harder you work, the less you actually get and you're thinking "why the hell am I even working so hard for this?"
Any REAL businessman has been through that stage, it never really stops does it regardless of what level you're at?
Its when you truly LET go is when the magic starts, and to do that again, you've gotta go DARK, friend. Darkness is where it all thrives, where it all begins, ends, like the Sun itself.
Trust me, there is IN the flow, and then there is INSPIRED lunar in the FLOW.
You have to do it to understand, anyway ...
It's the jokers that give up repeatedly, and ... well, I gotta admit it. I evily manipulate this sort, openly mock at them in their "sad mental states" - openly mock them even more for needing "help against me" - and the MOST for needing help in general, and crying about feelings etc. I cannot tell you how much I profit from it too, but that aside I DO NOT DO IT FOR THE FUN!
they're losers, its so easy to actually win, but they keep losing more, and I keep predicting and manipulating them and keep winning more, and I mean, just so funny, haha. But back to it -
Even I'm not at the level where I've become a monk in the Himalayas - nomad yes, always, but truly letting go of EVERYTHING, every DESIRE you have is the most difficult thing in the world -well, after real THINKING.
Anyway, I've spoken about these things so many times before, but people - well, most, take no action. They read and go ho hum, its just that spiritual stuff again, lets be practical.
Ah, but you idiots saying this, spiritual is actually the most practical thing in the world, the latter wouldn't function without the former, but you're too dumb to know that.
I mean, people say people go spiritual when they have "nothing to worry about in their lives", when they have time to think about it.
True to an extent, especially for all the LGBTQ etc garbage - ie good times create weak men because the human mind is negative by default and thinks of garbage, an empty mind is the devils workshop so in THAT regard, its true yes, but not spiritually.
there is not one single person in the world that has achieved anything of note without spirituality and a lot of it. Try to find one, you wont be able to, it doesn't exist.
So, I was thinking what is the point of this email?
I don't know, maybe there is not one - but I think there is, actually, for the smart ones reading it.
But it's been spoken about SO often here that I often get weary of repeating myself to brick walls who could care less in terms of "its just spiritual stuff". I cannot tell you HOW IRRITATED I GET WHEN I HEAR GARBAGE LIKE THAT FROM FOOLS, usually fat and out of shape too!!!!
So what I wrote -
"Remove that
Dream
Felt so much better"
There was context to it, I was CUTTING it, but that's all I recall - for now, in butcher mode, hehe. Literally in butcher mode right now, but no Cianti's sorry, hehe - just triple strength ESPRESSO in a Trump mug, hehe.
Normally that sparks long emails, not today ... I have so many of these little ditties written down, months or years later, they then "make sense" to me.
Its not even about let go, if you remove that which you do NOT want from your life, that which you DO want manifests almost instantly - this goes DEEPER than that.
So people that do that will still "think" about ... that which you do NOT want after removing it!
And guess what they replace it with - another similar "energy".
But this goes far deeper, this concept, trust me ...
Anyway.
Back to "the real world" as y'all say.
So its Christmas Eve. Christmas. For me, its another day, another yawn, lol.
Another TOUGH workout, all the rest.
And happy - MERRY Xmas to everyone celebrating it - but as for yours truly, you know what I do on such occasions, hehe.
You SHOULD know, at least, well, those on the list for any appreciable length of time do.
Not only do I not celebrate any festival despite being a Catholic Christian, but I also make my own routines FOOD wise, exercise wise even more brutal - intense, whatever you choose to call it on those days when everyone is eating and getting fatter.
Now workouts I do that daily anyway.
But I usually fast on every major festival. Hehe.
Started with a rather massive "fruit fast" yesterday, which I'm reducing quantitites today, tomorrow, we'll see.
Important to note this though - the water, tobacco and coffee all get amped, hehe.
Like 15 Liters of water - maybe 40 cups of solid TRIPLE strength ESPRESSO.
And so forth ...
But really, people look for any excuse to be lazy.
I've been there in my life.
Never again.
Therefore ... (and btw, this is exactly why guys like Goggins - ever hear of HIM? Fuck, that dude is something indeed. Makes my own workouts - exceptionally brutal - look like Pansy Central, lol - you know he's something when even Mark Calloway, the Undertaker says it, haha (of course you also know it when fat lunatics copy what I say about maybe a few of his pullups not being done in perfect form and ignore the rest and say he's all about marketing and nothing else - absolute PITS, these lunatics and they have their fat noses in them too most likely along with their fat retard owner's assholes, lol)!! - but, its the same reason. He has said it too. "I never want to go back to that again, therefore, the dark must INCREASE". Ok, not his exact words, but as my lovely customers say, I paraphrase while keeping the original meaning intact rather WELL!!!!).
ZERO EXCUSES MOFO!
Edit last but not least, a bit of motivation for y'all, for those that take it the right way. I keep telling people that are out of shape, friends etc this - "if I can do it, so can YOU!"
By this I am not diminishing my accomplishments, no.
Not at all.
However, if me, with one of the most mentally dysfunctional upbringings on the planet (ok, there are others too, but you get my point) - all the terrible physical genetics, being born in one of the poorest countries of the planet - and the list goes on and on and on ... can do what I have, fitness wise, life wise "as they say, you're one of the few men that has figured out how to live life on his own terms unlike most that continue to live lives of quiet desperation" can do what I have, so can YOU.
I mean, why not?
There's nothing wrong with you. you just need to work like a FUCKER!!! Most wont do that, therefore. There is no TRICK. No magic bullet, the magic of secret is this, ultimately there is no secret.
You put in the work for years, nothing happens, one fine day money falls into your lap and it begins from there. That's literally - you ask anyone, and they'll tell you that.
Never give up, but you have to START someplace first.
If I can do it, so can you. Just remember that.
Fitness wise, life wise. The sexy body, the nomadic lifestyle with nothing to "worry" about as people think - the girls - of course, hehe, the freedom most of all - you too can have these thinga, pally.
You just gotta fucking DO THE THING. That's why I tell people openly I used to be fat, even though I, unlike certain "El larpos" wasn't really fat - I was more big and solid as you can tell from the photos. To me though I was slacking, and therefore.
Never let yourself slip even an inch.
I'll end this one here...
Best
Dr Rahul Mookerjee, M.D.
